*Klarie's POV*
*Flashback*
"Hellooooooo,anyone in there?" I asked laughing. Ricky was staring at me o.o.
"Oh yeah,hey Klarie. I have something I've been meaning to tell you." Ricky said.
"Okay of course. We're best friends you can tell me anything!" I smiled.
"Good because I want you to know I got a girlfriend!"He excalimed.
Oh. What? I thought he actually liked me. Was it not obvious I liked him? Get over yourself Klarie he never liked you. You're nothing more to a close friend to him."Oh." was all I could say.
"I'm happy for you." I faked a smile.
"Klarie I can tell when your upset. What's wrong?"
"Nothing Ricky trust me." I faked a smile again. "So who is it?"
"Natalie."
That's it. I fucking lost it.
"Natalie?NATALIE?! YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH THAT WHORE? RICKY!"
I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED AT HIM. HE KNOWS I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH HER. WHAT THE HELL.
"What do you mean whore?"He asked.
"RICKY! Can't you see? She's using you to get me jealous! She doesn't like you!"
I saw his face change. He changed from confused to angry."WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY KLARIE?!Are you jealous?"
"Ricky I'm only saying this to protect you. You're my best frie-"
"NO KLARIE. IF YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND YOU WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME. YOU WOULDN'T TELL ME MY GIRLFRIEND IS USING ME!"
What. The. Hell. "FINE DON'T BELIEVE ME!" I SCREAMED. I can't believe him! I was closer to him then fucking Natalie and he trusts that whore more than his own damn best friend. OH MY FUCKING GOD.
"FINE!" He screamed
I could feel tears forming in my eyes so I ran back to my table.
"Klarie what's wrong?"They all asked me,concerned.
"Nothing,I'm fine."
*
I ran home straight right after school. Not hanging out with anybody today. I unlocked my front door and slammed it right behind me.I let my tears flow. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I ran upstairs to my room crying. I heard my mom call out to me,"KLARE BEAR! WHATS WRONG?!" I ignored her and threw my bag on my bed. I ran into my bathroom and locked the door behind me.
I took out my razor and dragged it across my wrist.
He didn't care. *Slash*
He never did. *Slash*
Natalie ruined me. *Slash*
Tore off a piece of my heart. *Slash*
I backed up onto my door. I heard my parents and brother burst into my room. They were pounding on the door. "Klarie open up!Please.You can't leave your family behind!" My dad shouted. I slid my back down the door and cried even harder. They kept pounding on my door for another 10 minutes. I was losing a lot of blood. I took out my phone and called Ali.
She picked up after 1 ring. "Klarie! Are you okay?"
"I'm..I'm..I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I want you to know I'm thankful for you and everyone else.Tell my family and friends I loved them"
"Klarie! What's-"
I blacked out.
*End of Flashback*
