Blue Angel

The Test

It had been about a week since Scarlet had ran her car into the patrol mens. As much as the club had respected her for it, Jax seemed to cautiously watch her every move.The way he moved when she moved rolled from an annoyance to something Scarlet had began to respect. She was finally realizing the dirty blonde, biker god had truly kept her best interest at heart.

For years she had been a loose cannon, saying what she wanted before thinking about the consequences. Doing as she pleased without thinking about anyone but her own selfishness. On more than one occasion she had been asked why...Why would she spin out and not even think twice that she may be killed in the process. Scarlet never could answer it, not until today that is.

The sad truth is Scarlet never worried about dying because she felt without admitting to herself that she had no real reasons to live. Sure, she had close friends but she was not rooted. There was no family to ground her to the earth. In some ways she felt she was a floating mistake brought to earth to live no real purpose. So she ran into the blaze of fire with an open heart ready to meet her maker. She had more questions for god himself than any one single person on earth. From a very young age she questioned what her purpose was here on earth, why was she created?

It wasn't until now, meeting the Sons that Scarlet had ever felt a purpose. She sat at the clubs barstools watching the men of mayhem run around in an almost playful manner enjoying the croeaters that flooded the club. Her eyes glanced over to Jax, who was sitting with @themanofloyalty having a beer undoubtedly talking about the LA trade they have been working on. Jax caught her eyes with his own shooting her a wink. One that said you are safe, you are home.

Bringing a fresh crisp beer to her lips Scarlet took a sip though her stomach immediately disagreed as it had for the better part of the week. She set the beer down on the bar top making her way over to Jax and David. Jax's smile could melt the panties right off her and he damn well knew it. His eyes never left her as she confidently made her way to the two men. His hand reaching out for hers he planted a soft kiss to ther knuckles. "Hey guys, I think I am going to head home"

"Home, already?" Jax sat up straighter with a look of concern. Scarlet nodded with a small smile leaning down kissing his cheek. "You just got here darlin'" The disappointment was evident but she knew she needed to get going before she became sick yet again in front of the loyal members of SAMCRO.

"I'm sorry, I just think I want to go to bed." She admitted to her the blue eyed charmer who was caressing her knuckles with the callous pad of his thumb.

"Yeah okay, We should maybe think about you seeing the doctor Babe. You ain't been getting better and it worries me." He admitted while his eyes scanned the room for Rat she was sure.

"I'll take her home, We haven't had much time to hangout since I been in town" David interrupted the two already standing on his feet searching for his smokes. Jax glanced at David then to Scarlet nodding in agreement.

"Yeah okay, I won't be too late. I'll come by and check on you once I finish up here." With that said Jax stood up leaning over kissing her lightly, his eyes quickly searching hers. Scarlet hated to see him worry so she smiled returning the kiss.

"Jax, I have been feeling better just not 100% yet." She gave him a last kiss before making her way out of the clubhouse to David who was already waiting for her by the car.

"We need to make a quick stop." David called out taking a seat in the driver side of her still rental car. Scarlet shrugged getting in not asking where he wanted to stop. She shut her eyes getting dizzy with the motion of the car. Not alot was said on the car ride until they pulled into the local drug store.

"What are you getting?" She managed to ask without throwing up the little bit of dinner she was able to eat. David didn't answer her he got out of the car leaving Scarlet behind. She laid her seat back shutting her eyes trying to focus on not throwing up when David came back in setting a bag in her lap. He turned the car on and began to drive them home. Scarlet didn't have the energy to sit up and look in the bag whatever it was she was sure she didn't want.