i'm still your sunwoo | fanfic

𝟷, 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎?

This, is the 5th fansign event of The Boyz that I have attend. I won't mind how much money should I spend, but, I rather spend it to see him.𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰,my old friend. Sounds mainstream, huh? But, it never bothered me. Because I can't stand the feeling of missing something that used to belong to you, but it just disappeared like that. 

I queued for my turn, while checking through my phone. I was checking on my cousins' Instagram page because they just came back from a cruise trip with their boyfriends. Yikes, I can't fit in with them because if I do, then I'll look like broke. A real definition of broke. Besides, they went on a cruise trip with their partners, so why the heck should I join them? I've been living single all my life because I'm too ugly and insecure to actually be with someone. Like, you know? Be in an actual relationship where you should give commitment in all things and devote yourself fully. Uh-uh, that ain't me.

There's only 2 persons left until it's my turn to meet and greet The Boyz members. I stan them all along these years, but the reason was because I want to have updates,how Sunwoo is doing, is he staying healthy, growing tall, and all that. Yeah, yeah, I sound so clingy, but, we used to be.

" Okay, number 247 is it? Please start your session for 25 minutes, and then the exit door is at the back, " a manager grabs my arm so I would be in-line with other fans. Okay, here it goes, Y/N, it's now or never. 

The first member that I greeted according to it's sequence is 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯, the King of Visuals in The Boyz. uWu (っ◔◡◔)っ

When I move closer to him, as he noticed me, he seemed delighted. Like, something light him up so quick. 

I pull the chair out and take a seat. " Annyeonghaseyo, miss Y/N. Am I right? " Younghoon said my name correctly, and yes, perfectly. It was quite a surprise because he can recall my name although he has met like--thousands of fans in every single fan-meeting event. I blushed because hey, it's freaking Kim Younghoon that spits your name, okay? It must be a lucky day for me, I see..

" Wow, that's super impressive.. "  I chuckled while covering my mouth because I may look freaking hideous and embarrassing in front of him. I took a simple glance from him because I can feel that his eyes are really locked on me. 911, hello? My case is there's a falling angel who's stealing looks for free. HELP ME!?!?!?!?!

" sOOO, uhm.. How's it g-going with the new debut? " I cleared my throat and straightened up my body posture cause I look like a boneless human. " Well, I think so far, we are rising slowly into a known k-pop boy group.. Uhm- so, how have you been, Y/N? Tell me more about you. " Younghoon cupped his face while staring at my face. Oh Lord, if he's gonna keep up with this attitude, how am I going to breathe for the next.freaking.SECONDS?!

I take a deep breathe to make sure that I'm still breathing, or at least, alive.. " I.. um, I've been good for these few days, I think..? Ahah, " the stuttered-and-nervous version of me appeared. Why did I sound like I'm about to cry?

But then, this beautiful man giggles. Everyone, HE GIGGLED!!!!! " You are totally cute when you're nervous, " he is being too cheesy that made my whole face looks like a bright, red apple.

So, as I finished my session with Younghoon, Hyunjae, Sangyeon, Jacob, Kyu, New, Hwall, Juyeon, Juhaknyeon, Kevin; it is my turn to meet Sunwoo, that 'old friend' I have been talking about. I don't understand why he would act like he don't remember me, unless he's been deleting his memory from the past by himself.. As I approach him, he doesn't notice me yet. That's fine, cause I am completely tensed by that moment. God, help me.

I take out the chair, and sit properly while tidying up my skirt. When I look up, Sunwoo is already looking at me. But, with an aura of disgruntled written on his face. It is clear.

" By any chance, do you remember me..? " my voice started to crack, because God knows how much I missed him..

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