Give Fear a Hug

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I know what it's like to feel Empty

Worthless

Useless

Ugly

Alone

Confused

Like you shouldn't even exist

I used to always feel like that

But then I let people into my life.

Yeah, sounds like a bad idea right?

Trust me, I thought it was too

Until I finally just...let it happen.

The idea is just crazy!

Humans, I mean.

The idea of talking, walking, souls

Souls with different aspects of curiosity

Different attributes placed onto this...world.

Most of us grow up feeling like these souls, "people", don't understand us.

That these people will only ever hurt us.

That these people don't care about us, but only for themselves.

But...we are people, aren't we?

How can we expect others to do these things that we can't even begin to comprehend ourselves?

Let me tell you,

that you are never empty

Within you dwells a soul.

A soul you will always have no matter how many times you,

or anyone else tries to rip it out of your body.

You are never worthless.

Because from the very second you are born,

there is someone on Earth meant to love you.

And no, it isn't your mother.

It's yourself, duh.

You are never useless,

or ugly,

or alone

Because no matter what, someone out there will love you

And i don't care how much cliche bullshit you've read in books,

seen in movies,

re-blogged on Tumblr,

or seen on TV.

Because I'll tell you this,

I have felt useless, ugly, and alone before

and sometimes i still feel it now

But i had people in my life who cared,

And who did their best to understand because I let them.

And even if they didn't understand,

they listened.

I know what it's like to not want to be apart of this world anymore.

I know what It's like to want to feel nothing,

To want to disappear

And during those times, I think about ending everything.

And during those times

I'm glad that I was afraid,

Because I think that's what always saves me.

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