"Let's hang out today."

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How could I have known?

Every day is the same.

Whether I'm texting or you are,

It's usually not a big deal.

Usually

Today,

for some reason that wasn't obvious to me,

me texting was a sin.

And I hurt you.

I'm sorry.

I swear I didn't mean to, 

but "I'm sorry" never means anything,

so what do I say?

I'm sorry I can't change what i did or rewrite the memory.

I'm sorry I can't gain that time back, or ever make up for it.

What do I do?

I've thought about several things:

writing you a letter,

leaving you a voicemail,

telling you that i need you more than anyone.

But instead, I cry and hide in my poems.

Because nothing comes even close to being

good enough.

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I apologize for this poem. I know it is terrible. I just needed a place to vent. -Airi

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