•HARRY'S POV•
I can't believe this. I did this. It's all my fault. If Emily leaves this world, then my life is over. And it will be all my fault. I swore I'd never hurt her, I swore I'd pretect her, I swore I'd never leave her. she's my life. She's my everything. I did this.
I can never forgive myself. Ever. This all happened just about an hour ago. An hour ago, I made my beautiful girlfriend hurt. I'm so horrible. She's the only reason I care to live anymore. My only purpose in life is to protect her. I can't believe I did this. I love her so much. I stayed in the hospital room, begging to god that she will pull through this. I can't make it if she dies. I'll die.
**FLASHBACK**
"Harry, let's go for a drive!" Emily cheered, pulling my arm. "Okay babe!" I replied looking at the clock, it was only 10:30pm. Not too late. I got my coat on and go the keys from the counter. "Let's go!" I said, taking her hand and leading her outside. She ran to the car and got in the passengers seat. I smiled and got into the driver's seat. "Where to?" I asked, putting the key in the egnechan. "Let's just take a drive!" she said, looking out the window, smiling her beautiful smile. I smiled at her cuteness and said, "Fine with me."
I pulled out of the driveway and started to drive down our street. Emily turned the radio on and Paradise by Coldplay was on. We started singing along and she sang beautifully. She smiled at me occasionally, and I returned the smile. We pulled up to a red light and stopped. "Harry! I love you so much." Emily said. I looked over to her, and saw lights coming.
It was a huge Mac truck. I started screaming, so she did too playfully, laughing. "Emily, LOOK!" I screamed, pointing behind her. She turned around and started screaming too. "Harry! I don't want to die!" she screamed, gripping my hand, tears running down her beautiful face. I held her close to me and whispered, "I lov-" I was interrupted by her scream as the truck hit our car. All I saw before I blacked our was her head smash against the window. "EMILY!!" I screamed, then my voice went hoarse. I was still holdin her hand, when I blacked out.
****END OF FLASHBACK****
I will never forgive myself, even If it was the Mac truck guy's fault. I'll never forgive myself if she dies. "Emily, no. Please don't be gone. Please." I begged in my knees, on the hospital floor. "EMILY! NO!" I screamed, as a nurse pulled me up to a chair. I held my knees against my chest, and buried my face in my knees, tears running down my face. "Please." I let out a shaky breath. I sobbed an people were looking. I wanted to flip them the bird. I bet they'd do the same if their whole world was close to dying. I felt my heart break down the middle and shatter everywhere. I couldn't take this.
About 10 minutes later, two people came rushing in through the doors. "HARRY?!" I heard them scream in unison. I looked up; Denisse and Niall. I lifted my head up even more so they could see me. "Harry! I'm so sorry, your mum told me what happened." Niall said, running over to me, hugging me tightly. Denisse was sobbing, so I held her in my arms and wrapped my other arm around Niall, who was also crying. We didnt say anything, just being together right now was more comforting then talking.
Then 5 minutes later, a nurse came out and said, "Styles?" I looked up, and then stood up. "Me!" i screamed. "You're Harry Styles?" the doctor asked, raising an eyebrow. "Yes! Yes!" I screamed again. "How is she?" I asked. "She's in terrible condition. You're her emergency contact." the doctor said. She put me as her emergency contact? Wow.. "Oh my god, can I see her?" I asked the doctor. He just nodded and said, "but no one else, you're her emergency contact so you get to see her alone. The rest can see her when she is a lot better. We'll call you in when she's stable enough to see you." The doctor said.
I nodded and smiled. "Thank you so much." I said, hugging the doctor. He doled and chuckled. "You really love her, don't you?" the doctor asked, as I pulle away. "More than anything." I sobbed. "It's going to be fine, son. Just keep your head high, and this will all be fine." the doctor said, with a soft smile.
"Okay, thanks." I replied, smiling a bit. I've just gotta think positive, the doctor said so. I hugged Denisse and Niall once more. "So we can't go see her when you can?" Denisse asked, a bit of jealousy in her voice. "Yeah, I'm her emergency contact, sorry guys." I replied. I sniffled, and after I fell into a deep sleep.
