{ON HOLD} A Life That's So Demanding [Frerard]

Prologue

(Quick note, this will be all in Gerard's P.O.V)

Lunch time at school is always great. It's such a laugh and it's the only time that we all get to see each other which is also great. My friends make me happy, and that's what annoys my mom. Not that my friends make me happy, but she thinks I spend way too much time with them and they're all I care about apparently.But I know that's not true, cause obviously I do care, I'm just a teenager; that's the way we are.

In our group altogether, there is me, Frank Iero, Ray Toro, my little brother Mikey, Bob Bryar, Ben Bruce, Danny Worsnop, Hayley Williams, Marshall Mathers, Russell Howard, Lindsey Ballato, Jamia Nestor, Alicia Simmons, Christa Simmons and Taylor Momsen. A lot of people, I know. But I guess that's the way it is and that's the way I like it. It means I don't just have to talk to the same few  people everyday, if there are a lot of us. 

"Save me some, dickhead." Frank said to me with a wink.

"Fineeee twat." I replied, winking back. 

I passed Frank the rest of my cigarette, and returned to twitter. I don't know why I was being anti-social today, I just felt sad today. I'd been up all night, thinking of mine and Frank's argument the other week. 

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"Oh right, I see. So you make plans to come to mine tonight and help me do my maths homework, yet you fuck me off to go out with Pete?"

"Gerard it's not like that. You know I had to go..."

"What is it like then, hm? Go on, tell me."

"Gerard...don't."

"Fucking tell me already, I deserve an explanation don't I?"

"Well yeah, but fuck Gerard, why do you always get so mad?"

"Because I do, that has nothing to do with you."

"We're best friends though,"

"Are we really though? Cause to me it seems like you keep making fucking plans with me then fucking me off for fucking Pete. What's he got that's so much better than me? Is he your new best friend now? Eh? Fucking answer me!"

He sighed and then spoke up. Well it was more of a whisper actually.

"No Gerard, I'm-I'm - how do I say this? Erm, I'm dating Pete..."

I opened my mouth to speak, but then closed it again, probably looking like a goldfish. I was speechless. I really wanted to fucking cry right now. First I find out my 'best friend' is gay, or bi or whatever, then he tells me he's dating Pete. Pete of all people. I mean he's okay when he wants to be, but he's such a fucking slut, and I don't want him hurting my Frankie. And he is always fucking with Patrick's head, and I don't like that.

"I-I think that you should er, go..."

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to get angry with you."

"But why would you be angry? You're bi yourself."

"It has nothing to do with that why I'm angry. But you should go now, before I end up throwing a glass at you or something."

"Okay...bye..."

After he left, I just cried for hours on end, I didn't know what to do with myself, but I didn't want to fall out with Frank. This has to stop...

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"Gerard? Gerard!"

"Uh what? Hello?"

"I said what is the symbol for chlorine?"

"Cl"

"Correct, Bob, your turn. What is,"

And then I just went back into dreamland, until the bell went and we were free to go to last period. Art, my favourite. 

Well I was all happy dappy until I pulled my phone out to find a text that I really didn't want to see, and I knew that my life would change from that moment...

A/N bit shitty but oh well I'm in a good mood.

Song of the moment: Breathe Carolina - Sell outs ft. Danny Worsnop

I love Dsnop okay he's bae.

Dedication Time!!!

Guess the band and song (first one's gonna be easy):

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me

'Til then I walk alone

Good luck, I'll post the next chapter asap!

Keep running KillJoys, turtles and tigers

Peace, love, empathy

xoAdrenalineSkeleton