Not Scared Of You

Chapter 12

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And sorry that this chapter is short but I really hope you're enjoying the story so far!

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Nathan’s P.O.V

I looked down at Krystal who was sleeping peacefully. That was the second night in a row that she had a nightmare about the same person. I felt so bad for her. That Adam is such a crazy prick I swear! If he did anything to her, I would make sure he sees his mommy and daddy again. I think you get what I mean by that. I kept on looking at her asleep and I never really noticed how beautiful she actually was. Her lips were plump and they looked so soft. I had the urge to kiss them…

Wait, what?!? Did I really just think that?! I’m dating Chloe… But I  think I’m starting to feel something for Krystal. Something different from Chloe… When I look at Krystal, I realize that I don’t actually love Chloe that much, and she doesn’t even love me. I guarantee she’s just with me for the fame. But that’s when I finally realize, that I might actually love Krystal…

She stirred in her sleep and fluttered her eyes open. “Mornin’!” I said. “Morning.” She said groggily. “How did you sleep?” “Um okay I guess. Thanks for comforting me Nath.” She smiled weakly. I returned her smile. “We’re always here for you, you know that, right?” I asked. “Yeah.” She smiled again. “Now go get ready! We leave in an hour!” She moaned and slowly rolled out of bed. I just chuckled while I continued to pack the few things I needed before going to Connecticut.

Krystal’s P.O.V

I am sat in the bus with the five idiots (In a good way.) So far, Tom and Max are having a silly string war, making a mess all over the bus, Siva is just eating a sandwich, Jay is on the computer typing away probably doing the mailer and Nathan and I are just sat on the sofa thing watching Max and Tom goof around. “Guys, how long are you going to continue this?” Siva asked, taking the last bite out of his sandwich. “Until whoever runs out of silly string first.” Max grinned. He sighed and chuckled and made his way over to Jay to help with the mailer.

I happen to look over at Nathan, his eyes glued to Max and Tom acting like children which gives me time to just admire his hotness… ‘Can I kiss you? Cause I reeeally wanna kiss you… My goodness those eyes are just so… UGH... and… Please just kiss me already.’ Yeah, I know I have random and strange thoughts. But you can’t blame me, can you? I look away before he turned his head. Good thing he didn’t catch me staring… I let out a little sigh and continued to play with the tip of my straightened hair. “Everything alright?” Nathan asked. No, I’m sitting next to this really cute guy who I want to kiss oh so badly. “Yeah, everything’s fine.” I smiled. “Just a bit bored.” “Wanna do something?” He turned to face me. Gosh those lips are to die for! “Nath, we’re in a moving bus. What exactly are we going to do?” I chuckled. “I don’t know, talk I guess?”

“What do you wanna talk about?” I asked. He took a few seconds to think and sighed before he responded. “Tell me more about Adam.” My smile faded. Did we really have to talk about him? “Alright…” I trailed off. “If you don’t want to talk about him, I understand.” He gave me a sympathetic smile. “No, it’s fine. I need to let it all out don’t I?” We sat there for the next hour just talking about Adam and what he was like before my mother died. I was crying, and he looked like he was about to cry too. “Aww Nath, don’t cry! I’m sorry.” I wiped his tears away.

“Why are you apologizing?” “Because I made you cry.” I chuckled. “It’s okay Krystie. I just wish I could do more to help…” He trailed off. “Nathan, you and the boys are doing the greatest job in protecting me. It’s like I have a new family now and I couldn’t be any happier. I’m glad Siva decided to take me in because I’m not sure what I would do if I was on my own. And I thank all of you guys for taking such great care of me.” I smiled, more tears forming in my eyes. He wiped my tears away and we just sat there looking into each other’s eyes. I could tell he was leaning in, and I didn’t stop him.

I felt a pair of lips on mine. It felt so good to kiss him, but it was wrong because he has a girlfriend. As much as I hate her, no one deserves to be cheated on. I pulled away and looked at the ground. “Nathan, this is wrong…” I said weakly. “I know…” “Then why did you do it?” He looked to the ground and then looked me deeply in the eyes.

“Because I love you.”