Not Scared Of You

Chapter 25

Hiya! Sorry for the really crappy chapter before! I guess I was going through a bit of writer's block! 

But I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Kristin :D Xxxxx

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*Two months later*

Nathan’s P.O.V

It’s been two months since Krystal’s been back and I’m so happy. That night at the hotel… It was probably the best night I’ve ever had in a while. Words can’t even describe how much I love Krystal. So I’ve come to a conclusion…

I’m going to propose.

I know we may still be young, but I want to be with her for the rest of my life. I don’t know when I’m going to, but when I do, I hope she accepts or else I don’t think I’ll ever function the same…

Siva’s P.O.V

“Hey, Nath, whatcha doing?” I said, walking into the kitchen. “Nothing, just doing some thinking, that’s all.” He replied. “Well stop thinking and come back into the living room! The match is on!” He nodded his head and followed me into the living room. Krystal was out with Nareesha and Kesley, so it was just us boys. “Where’s Tom?” Asked Nathan. “He’s in the loo.” Jay responded. Great, I needed to go too. I guess I’ll just use Krystal’s bathroom. I headed up the stairs and into Krystal’s room. I walked towards the bathroom but I bumped into the dresser and a book fell from it. I looked down to see that it was Krystal’s diary… Dare I read it? No, Siva, that’s a terrible thing to do!  I shrugged it off and walked into the bathroom; the journal still on my mind.

Do it! She doesn’t have to know you read it! It will be your dirty little secret. “Ohh… What the hell…” I said to myself before I picked up the pink book. I flipped to the first page.

‘Day 1

Ugh! I can’t take this anymore! I need to leave… Out of this country. Adam’s too much to handle right now, and if I don’t leave soon, he may kill me. But, where to go? I’ve got no other family to stay with but Siva… Then again, he may have forgotten about me…’ I could never forget about Krystal! Even though we hardly used to see each other when we were younger, she still always meant so much to me… I continued reading onto the next page.

‘Day 2

London, here I come! Hopefully Siva still has the same number… Hell, hopefully he still lives there! Anyways, I’m happy I have a window seat and all, but the dude I’m sitting next to is fat… With man boobs…’ Martin? Nahh. ‘He’s old and smelly and UGH. Someone help me!’

This made me crack a slight smile as I continued onto the third page.

‘Day 3

THANK THE LORD SIVA IS STILL HERE! I’m currently unpacking in my new room! I’m so glad I got out of there. Siva’s like another brother to me and I’m just so grateful to have him! And that guy, Nathan… He’s cute. :3’

I chuckled at the last sentence. I notice that she hasn’t written since the day she got kidnapped, but she wrote the night we got back to the UK. This page was a bit longer, but I decided to read along anyway. Shame on you, Siva. Shame on you.

‘Day… Eh, screw it.

REUNITED AT LAST! Adam’s dead… I know he did horrible things to me and all, but he’s still my brother and I love him. At least he got what he wanted, living happily with Mom and Dad. I miss them like crazy. I’d always remember the special times our family had during the holidays and when we would open presents every Christmas. But I guess special moments can’t last forever, huh?

But I’m just thankful that I’m finally out of that dark, miserable place and back with my other family. I don’t know what I’d do without them! I’m even more happy that I’m with Nathan again. I missed the way he’d wrap his arms around me, making me feel safe every time I’d cry about something, or the way he’d kiss me randomly and make all of my problems go away. But that night at the hotel we stayed at, something… I don’t know, special? Well, I guess something special happened…

I slept with Nathan. And It was—‘

I slammed the book shut after reading that sentence. HOW COULD THEY DO THIS?! Sure, I was upset at the fact that they were going out, but I got over that! They’re eighteen for god’s sake! But now, now I’m pissed. And I’m going to teach that boy a lesson!

I stormed downstairs, ignoring the fact that the girls were back. I went straight over to Nathan and punched him in the face. “SIVA!” Krystal cried, but I ignored it. The boys were trying to pull me back, but the adrenaline was kicking in so fast. I kept punching, and punching until he was knocked out. There was blood all over the carpet. his face and my hands. I stood up and faced Krystal. “WHAT THE FUCK, SIVA?! WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT?!” She yelled. “I DID THAT TO TEACH HIM A LESSON!” I yelled back. “A LESSON ABOUT WHAT, SIVA?! WHAT DID HE DO WRONG?!” “HE FUCKING SLEPT WITH YOU, THAT’S WHAT HE DID WRONG!”

Everyone’s eyes went wide. What was I doing? I hardly ever acted like this… I’m a monster… “You… You fucking read my journal?! I thought I could trust you, Siva! Of all people, why you?!” She shouted as tears started to pour out of her eyes. “Krystal, I—“ “Save it. I’m done with you.” She said coldly, before running out of the house.

Who the hell am I, and what the hell did I just become?