Lost in Paradise

Chapter 23

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Chapter 23

Tori’s POV

If it weren’t for school I would have stayed in my bed forever.

We are currently on our 4th week of school. And it had been 3 ½ weeks since I have talking to the famous boy band known as One Direction.

This week is their concert at MSG in New York. The concert I was suppose to go to to see my beautiful now ex-boyfriend and his friends, but you know, he dumped me.

I still cannot get Harry out of my mind. And it doesn’t help when everyone at school keeps talking about their concert. And then there’s Twitter and Tumblr.

Why did he dump me?

That question runs through my brain a million times a day. I never got a reason to why he broke up with me. And that is probably the hardest thing to cope with.

But, I just can’t spend all of my life moping around about a popstar fling I had over the summer. This is a new year, a new me. Time for a fresh start to my last year of high school. After this year, who knows where my life will be. But for now, I need to focus on me and school.

But will it be that easy?

Harry’s POV

It’s been 25 days. 25 days since I saw the most beautiful girl I have ever met. 24 days since I had to break up with her. 24 days of misery.

We are on a plane to New York at the moment. And I’m not too excited to be going. The main reason? I don’t want to run into Tori. She lives in New Jersey, but it’s only a 20-minute drive to New York City, where we are playing at MSG. And she was supposed to come to our concert, but I don’t know if she will go or not now.

I blasted my music on my iPod and put my head against the headrest. I turned to look out the window. The clouds sat there all white and beautiful. They seemed like they had to problems in this world. They seemed to be so happy so high up in the sky.

Why can’t I be a cloud?

I turned my head to see the person sat next to me.

Louis.

He has been there for me every step of the way. He knows how to comfort me and make me feel better. He knows how to make me happy. And that is why he is my best friend. And I don’t think I could live without.

Louis looked up from his magazine and smiled at me. I returned the smile then looked back out the window.

Instead of seeing clouds, I saw Tori. Her beautiful face in a beautiful smile looking at me after we had our first kiss. And must I say, it was perfect.

What I would do to feel her lips on mine or have her in my arms again.

I sighed as I closed my eyes.

Tori would never take me back. Not after what I did to her. I didn’t even give her a reason to why I broke up with her. She must be so heart broken. I just wish there was a way that I could make everything better. I just wish I could be with her. I just wish one day, we get a chance to actually be a couple.

I can only wish.