i love you 。jenzie

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kenz's pov

i cry into my pillow, burying my sorrows. your probably wondering what happened at the party.

"kenzie i dare you tell us your crush," asher says.

"come on! i just broke up with ashton. i don't have a crush,"

"kenzie we see you blush whenever a special someone enters the room," lauren adds.

"i don't know what you're talking about," as i say this a give them looks that say if you say anything about johnny i will punch you.

"fine i'll give you a different one," asher says.

"okay but i pick truth this time,"

"is it true you loved ashton?"

"uh...no,"

they all stare at me with blank expressions.

"what?" annie asks, "you dated him for quite some time and he did everything for you and you couldn't even love him back?"

"i'm sor-"

johnny walks up and leaves.

"what's his problem?" i ask.

"maybe he's just feeling the same way we are," lauren answers.

"what does that mean?" i ask, "how are you all feeling right now?"

"well if you never loved ashton why did you say it?" will says harshly, "it's kind of selfish of you to lead him on for so long,"

"he was in love with you," annie adds, "i remember when he would come up to us in a panic just because you didn't answer his texts,"

"guys. he broke up with me! plus he tried to kill me!"

"you're just an attention hog," will spits, "i bet that never happened. classic mackenzie needs more attention to get others to feel bad for her,"

"y-you don't mean that," i say trying not to cry.

"yes i do," and with that he gets up and leaves.

everyone gives me sympathetic looks.

"stop looking at me like that!" i yell, "i don't need you guys to feel bad for me. if that's the kind of person you think i am then leave,"

"but ken-," annie starts to say.

"just leave," i get up and open the door.

one by one they get up and walk out. when the last person leaves i run up to my bedroom to cry.

that brings up to my current situation. still crying. how could my friends betrayed me like this?

am i really just a attention seeker? or was will just mad at me.

it doesn't make sense, why would they be mad at me for not loving ashton.

but how could i not love ashton? he was the sweetest boy and he gave me everything. expect for the part when he left me for another girl.

all of a sudden there a knock on my door.

"kenzie can i come in?"

i open the door surprised by the person standing outside my bedroom door.

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