i love you 。jenzie

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kenzie's pov

i open the door and it's johnny

"what do you want johnny,"

"i want to apologize,"

"and?"

"i was overreacting and i'm sorry,"

"why did you walk out?"

"a while back i had my heart broken by this girl. i think her name was sophia. but anyways, she broke up with me because she claimed she didn't love me anymore,"

"oh i'm sorry,"

"it's okay, it's in the past. but when you said that about ashton i just took it to heart because he was my friend and i know what that's like,"

"yeah i get it. i'm a horrible person,"

"i mean i'm not gonna disagree..,"

"shut up johnny!" i say as i shove him.

"and what happened after i left?"

tears form in my eyes as i begin to remember. the names will called me and everyone's disappointed looks.

"w-wil-will said i was just an attention seeking bitch basically,"

he notices that i've started to cry.

"oh no. don't cry please. i don't understand why will did this, but he is my friend and he was probably just sticking up for me. knowing what i've been through,"

"but this doesn't affect you?"

"kenz, there's something i have to tell you. everyone else knows,"

"what is it? you're scaring me,"

"nothing to be scared about. but here we go," he fig-its with his hands signaling he's nervous, "i-i have a crush on you,"

"wh-what? what about nadia?"

"i made that up to cover the fact that i liked you. and i only hung out with her because she found out and ashton pressured me into it,"

"so. you like me? not nadia,"

"yes,"

i'm speechless and cant think of anything to say.

"hello? earth to kenzie?" john says as he waves his hand in front of my face.

"we should talk to the others,"

"yes tomorrow. but for now let's hang out,"

"won't that be awkward for you?"

"it's fine,"

"alrighty,"

"but...i have one question. do you like me?"

"i'll answer that later," i say as i begin to laugh.

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- this summer i'm gonna be super active and have more stories <3

- in all seriousness, i want to talk about relationships and bullying. i've been in a toxic relationship before and in the beginning it may seem normal but as time goes by you will realize. my ex would tell me who to talk to and who not to talk to, what i can't and can do, and many other aspects of my life. and when i tried to leave he told me he was gonna kill him self if i wasn't dating him. -you don't joke about suicide- and what's even worse? him and his friends had a groupchat where they'd talk shit about me. then i was added and they talked about what a crappy person i was for breaking up with him and how i should kms. NEVER IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE YOU SHOULD EVER EVER TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELF. soo this was my rant. if you ever think you're in a toxic relationship or in a bad situation don't hesitate to dm me <3 i'm here for you!