i love you 。jenzie

十一

two weeks later

kenzie's pov

over the past couple of weeks johnny and i have  become closer. he admitted his feelings towards me and i'm still confused of how i feel about him. tonight we are going to hang out with all of our friends. overtime they realized that my feelings for ashton were not any of their business and i forgave them. will, on the other hand, was cut out of the group. as soon as he said those harsh words to me nobody could ever think of him the same way again. it was hard for us, especially lauren. she developed a slight crush on will and was shocked at what he had said about me. she quickly moved on and started getting feelings for the new boy, hayden summerall. things have finally started to look up in my life. i've got great friends, good grades and an amazing boy-friend. (HAHA)

you may wonder...what are your feelings towards johnny?

i would answer with; to be honest i don't even know.

johnny orlando is a beautiful human being but i don't honestly know what my feelings are towards him.

do i like him? yes

would i date him? depends

but i don't want to continue leading him on. i need to figure out my feelings for him before he moves on.

johnny boy
hey bbg

kenz kenz
such a flirt john ;)

johnny boy
only for you <3

kenz kenz
did you do the math homework?

johnny boy
fuck no
who do u think i am
some1 that does their hw?

kenz kenz
ur so weird lmao
i'm doing hw rn
come over?

johnny boy
and ur moms ok wit it??

kenz kenz
ofc she loves u
she prob would rather have u as a son

johnny boy
ik how to make that happen ;)

kenz kenz
stop flirting and get ur ass over here

johnny boy
ok ok fine MOM

kenz kenz
stfu bitch

johnny boy
ur so mean 😢

kenz kenz
get ur ass over here

johnny orlando
leaving now bish

twenty minutes later

(psa!! i just found out how to get the text on opposite sides so it doesn't look weird yay!!!)

johnny's car pulls up in my driveway. next there's a knock on my door and johnny bursts in.

"sup ziegler,"

"hey loser," (losers club anyone?...just me? ok)

"so i was thinking,"

"that's never a good idea,"

he playful hits my arm, "you should do my homework for me!"

"and why would i do that?"

"because you loOooOove me!"

"i ABSOLUTELY do not,"

"ouch way to hurt my feelings," he fakes a sad face and holds his heart, pretending he was hurt.

"really john?"

"stop calling me john kenz,"

"well that's your name?"

"yeah but i prefer johnny,"

"okay well really johnny?"

"yes,"

"let's do our homework together and i'll help you,"

"ugh whatever," he slouches into a chair, "hey kenz,"

"what do you want johnny?"

"remember that thing i asked you a couple of weeks ago?"

"umm...what?"

"come on! i know you remember,"

"why bring this up now john?"

"well i was kinda thinking maybe you had an answer by now?"

"i don't really know john. i'm trying to figure things out,"

"i'm sick of this shit. i'm just being led on aren't i?"

"you're not john! i have feelings but i'm not sure if they are the right ones?"

"what the fuck does that mean?"

"my feelings are so fucked johnny. i'm in capable of loving someone,"

"no you aren't. you just don't want to,"

"jo-,"

he storms out. well this could've gone better but i told him the truth.

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