Sea of lies (blue exorcist fanfic)

Shiro

As we hugged a part of me sensed something was wrong. Right then I couldn't care less what was going on but I couldn't shake the feeling.

He pulled away clutching his arm. His arm? I blinked and looked again. I saw the same thing. Again and again! I SAW THE SAME THING.
Shiro's arm had been cut off. Half of it laying on the floor. Him clutching the other half with blood oozing out of it.

 
"That's what you get after touching my son!" I heard Satan's voice appear from beside us. 
How my blood boiled. I was not Satan's son. I will never be his son. Shiro is my only father.

I don't even remember doing it. I don't even remember thinking about it.
All I know is I did it.

I punched Satan.
Right in the face.
Shiro and me stood there in shock.
As I looked at Satan, blood was running down his face.
Jeez he looked mad.
Actually no.
That would be an understatement.

His flames began to surround all of us.
His eyes began to glow brighter, more murderous.
He snapped his head back to look at me, challenging me.

But Shiro falling to the floor coughing and spluttering stopped him.
"Great. Now I have to clean blood off my carpet along with another body." Satan muttered to himself just loud enough for me to hear.

 
Anger filled me, I went to attack until I remembered something. "He's already dead, so he can't die again!"  I smiled slightly, even though Shiro was in pain, he wouldn't die.

The room filled with laughter from none other then Satan himself.

 
"Hey! what the hell is so funny?"

 As his laughs softened he said " Oh Rin.. he was never dead! He simply came to Gehenna with me. When he stabbed himself he didn't die because I was still possessing him and due to my demonic powers I managed to heal us before he died. However," he paused looking down. "he is dying now and I'm not wasting my breath saving a puny human." 

I glared at Satan as Shiro began to close his eyes. "NO, NO DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE! I-I can't lose you again." I crouched down checking his pulse. 
None. He was gone. For good this time. All because of Satan. Tears stung my eyes again as I heard distant shouting. I couldn't care less what they were saying. But I was brought out of my thoughts by seeing Samael in front of me with a hand on my shoulder. "Rin? Are you ok?" 

I glared at him, before taking one last look at Shiro and barging past Satan and my other brothers running out the doors to my new room.

I sat on my bed, my face in my hands and hugging my knees close to my chest, crying.
I had barricaded the door so no one could get through.
What I forgot was the window.

Suddenly I was embraced in a tight hug. Startled, I pulled away to see Amaimon looking at me with... with tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry" he whispered.
"What?"
"I'm sorry. I know you over heard mine and Satan's conversation. I shouldn't have lied to you.
I don't believe your just a weapon! I look at you as a brother and a... friend" he whispered the last word as the unfamiliarity of it stung him.
"What was that?"
"I'm not repeating it."
I looked at him confused but shrugged my shoulders and buried my head in my arms again.
"RIN!" I bolted upright to see Samael out of breath. "Dad he," he paused trying to get his breath back, "he wants you to go to.. to go back to Assiah." I stood there paralysed " That's not all... he wants you to go to Cram school again. And join your old classes."
I saw no way of getting out of this. I mean it's been... 1 1/2 years in Assiah since I was 'killed' so that meant 3 years passed in Assiah. They would be in their last year of cram school. *I don't know if that's accurate and I can't be bothered to check* 

Hopefully they had forgotten about me. If Yukio tries anything I'm going to punch him so hard that I'll send him straight to hell.
"Fine... as long as I can take Amaimon with me"
"Yeah, I don't mind going." He replied.
"Good now byeee!"
We were both pushed into a portal.

When my vision focused the sun was shining on us. We were in Assiah, in the forest by True Cross Academy.
I knew Samael was probably already there so we walked to the Academy and I took Amiamon to my old dorm room knowing cram school would still be going on.

We got to the dorm avoiding everyone. We eventually snuck in the window. I decided it would be best to pick the room a few floors up from Yukio's. Mostly so Amaimon doesn't kill him. I looked at the clock that read 2:56 meaning 15 minutes before that school ends. Before he comes home.

Due to our improved hearing, we heard the main door open from 3 floors down. Yukio was home.

"Hey Rin are you ok?" I hadn't realised it but I was sweating and my breath was hitching. Once again it dawned on me... Shiro was officially dead actually because of me this time... and Yukio is here. My younger brother  who tried to kill me. He's here in the same building as me.

"Brother!" Amaimon near yelled, trying to save me from my own thoughts. Suddenly, we heard footsteps echoing towards us.
Yukio had heard us. We hid all our belongings with us in the closet beside our beds just before the door opened to reveal Yukio standing there.

He hasn't really changed. Still wore glasses. Still looked the same height. Still looked like he did the day it all began.

"Hello? Who's here? I know I heard someone!" I saw him reach towards his gun. Looked like the gun he pointed to my head many times yet each time failed to kill me. However, what he got out wasn't a gun. It was a knife the exact same knife he tried to murder me with.

I felt the ground begin to shake a little as I turned towards Amaimon who was muttering something. I listened closely and heard :  Die. Go die. I'll kill you. You lying little-
I stopped him before he could continue as Yukio was facing our way.

After a few minutes of staring at the closet he gave up and walked back to his room, still on guard.

06/05/23 That chapter was too long. I've only just realised I've been putting 'Samuel' instead of 'Samael'. There's a lot of things I should have checked before writing...