Thin

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"Class dismissed." The teacher spoke, sounding relieved after a long class. "Everyone head to lunch."

Jungkook stood up, almost falling over. He sighed. Being lightheaded wasn't an uncommon occurrence. What could you expect from starving yourself? He decided to sit back down before he passed out. Everyone had left the room besides Jungkook and Taehyung.

"Are you not coming to lunch, beautiful?" Taehyung asked and Jungkook just shook his head. "Don't tell me you're having eating problems again baby."

"Of course not." Jungkook lied, he had been doing good. Eating a bit every day, until Taehyung returned. He hadn't eaten a bite of anything since he first saw the boy again. He slid a granola bar out of his backpack and took a bite of it, gagging himself to get it down.

"See." Jungkook whispered, swallowing the food roughly. Taehyung nodded, he wasn't completely stupid, but he decided to stay quiet when Jungkook stood again only to stumble a bit. Very big mistake. "I'm fine." He mumbled, walking slowly to their dorm. Taehyung shadowed him.

After about 5 minutes of walking, they reached the dorm. Jungkook closed the door lightly behind him, immediately locking it. He started running to the bathroom, falling to his knees and puking his guts out. He dry heaved until Taehyung got the door open and ran to the bathroom. Jungkook was sobbing and lightly hitting Taehyungs chest. Taehyung started to cry as well.

"Why- why did you have to leave me! What did I do!" Jungkook was screaming at this point, hitting Taehyung with both fists. "You made me fall in love and then you fucking left!"

"Baby.." Taehyung repeated a few times. Jungkook continued to cry and hit him. "Baby!" Taehyung yelled this time, grabbing Jungkooks wrists. Jungkook cried harder and pulled his wrists away, this time wrapping his arms around Taehyungs torso. The boys cried into eachother and Taehyung kissed the top of Jungkooks head a few times before they both fell asleep in eachothers embrace.

The bathroom floor, their safe place.

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"You!" An unfamiliar voice yelled, catching Jungkooks attention. Tea, he thought, I'm gonna get to see an ass whooping on my third day! He didn't know that that ass would be his until he turned around and met eyes with a very furious boy from high school. Byun Baekhyun. His heart dropped to his stomach and his eyes widened. He dropped his tray and Shakily backed up into the wall of the cafeteria. "You fucking whore! It's all your fault, you fat piece of shit! I'm gonna fucking kill you!" Baekhyun yelled, grabbing Jungkook and slamming him on the floor. He started punching the boy in the face, Jungkook just took it.

It's happening again.

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"You took him from me! Two times! You're so-you're so ugly! You're fat, ugly and a stupid faggot! Nobody will ever love you! That's why Taehyung broke up with you for me! Because- because you're so fucking fat and ugly and disgusting! You should try and kill yourself again, you attention seeking whore!" Hyuna screamed, grabbing a Jungkook by the hair and dragging him to the floor. Everyone pulled their phones out and just watched. Jungkook just took it..

He didn't cry, didn't flinch. He simply smiled.

She was right, he should just kill himself.

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Jungkook smiled lightly, feeling the punches halt. He met Baekhyuns eyes, he was still angry, but probably more angry at himself than anything.

"I- I um-" Baekhyun started to tear up. All this over a boy? That wasn't him. He stood up, looking back at Jungkooks cut up and bloody face, before turning and bolting to the door. Immediately, a lot of people ran over to him, mostly female, helping him up and cleaning his face up. Numerous, oh my gods, are you okay, and he's kinda cutes went around until he stood up wobbly.

"I'm- f-fine." He mumbled, stumbling through the cafeteria towards the door, much to the girls dismay. He made it, holding onto the walls for support until he reached his dorm. He shakily turned the handle, continuing to stumble until he passed out in the middle of the dorm floor.

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"Baby? Oh god, baby? Wake up, please!" Jungkook slowly opened his eyes to hear the hysterical cries of none other than, the love of his life, Kim Taehyung. He met eyes with the elder boy, reaching out to touch his perfectly sculpted face, before slipping back into the void of dreams. This time, his breathing halted.. it didn't pause, it stopped. Taehyungs breath hitched as well when he noticed. "B-baby? Jungoo?" He started crying harder than before, lifting the boy up bridal style and running out of the dorm, tears being left behind on the cold, hard cement. He didn't care about anything else in the world, didn't care that his phone, and his wallet flew out of his pocket on the way, he just wanted Jungkook safe. 

After running for a good 15 minutes, they had reached the hospital. He had screamed hysterically that they had to save his life..

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"Sir.." The doctor spoke, voice laced with sadness. He gripped his scrub cap tightly in his hands. "I'm sorry to inform you, that Jeon Jungkook did not survive. I'm sorry for your loss." He bowed a few times, before fast walking away. Taehyung chuckled lightly, before attempting to stand up. This had to be some kind of sick prank? It had to be. He stood up, and immediately passed right back out, this time, hitting the cold hospital tile. Not a sick prank?

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There were loud knocks on his door, as he stood up to open it, he was met with the faces of two police officers. "Byun Baekhyun? You're under arrest for the murder of Jeon Jungkook. You have the right to remain silent, anything you say can and will be held against you in a court of law."

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As he held the razor blade to his wrist, he took a few deep breaths, reminiscing on the times he had with Jungkook. He gripped the blade a bit tighter pressing it against his wrist, before hearing a voice. The most beautiful voice he'd ever heard. The voice he had grown used to, found comfort in.

"Baby, don't do that. Please don't kill yourself over me. I'm not worth it." He heard Jungkooks voice, sweet like honey. "But baby, I just- I miss you so bad." Taehyung spoke, choking on sobs. He knew he was probably just talking to himself, hallucination being a side effect of the amount of drugs he'd been on the past few days.

"I know you do, my prince, but don't. I'll be waiting for you. I promise." The ghostly voice disappeared, but he felt a cold presence touch his lips. Only slightly, but he was positive it was there. "I'll love you forever Kim Taehyung."

"I'll love you forever, my beautiful baby." Taehyung whispered, and just as the voice disappeared, his thought about suicide did as well. He was gonna make the best out of his life. Jungkook would be there every step of the way.

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Damn sorry ab that, it was hard enough to write with butterfly prologue mix in the background, I feel bad for y'all reading. This book is sadly, yes coming to an end soon, but I hope you enjoyed the ride.