All Is Said {Sequel to Say Anything}

78. I'm Worried About

"Hey," Sebastian whispered around ten as I walked into the apartment in LA that we have. When I walked in I found him watching TV and laying on the couch with Johnny on his chest.

"Hey," I yawned before leaning down and giving his forehead a kiss before heading down the hall because all I want to do is sleep. Before I even reached our room I heard the tv turn off and heard footsteps behind me. I went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and got undressed before stepping in. A couple of minutes later as I was singing to myself I heard the bathroom door open and close.

"How's Luce?" He asked.

"She's okay. It's Kota I'm worried about. When Gal and I left he practically begged us not to leave, maybe tomorrow you and Ed should go up for a bit, calm him down," I said the last part as I poked my head out from behind the shower curtain.

"I can do that. Now, how are you doing?" He asked from his spot sitting on the closed toilet seat.

"Pretty good just a little tired. Indio wants me to come into the studio to record a song with him and the band, but I'm not so sure about it. Our sounds are wayyy different," I said before closing the curtain again and standing under the water.

"I'm sure you'll figure it out, Love. Want me to leave you alone?" He asked.

"No. I want you to join me," I responded not even looking at my husband. A few moments later I left air on me as the curtain was pulled aside. Now my husband was in the shower with me and the first thing he did was turn me around and kiss me.

"Bubba and I missed you today," he whispered as his lips hovered over mine.

"I missed my boys as well," I said putting my arms around his neck as best as I could.

"How much did you miss me?" He asked with a smirk and quirked up eyebrow. Instead of answering I stood up on my tippy toes and started to kiss him and the longer it went on the more heated it got, until eventually we were having shower sex.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"How would you feel about trying for another?" Sebastian asked once we had finished our shower as we laid in bed.

"Don't get me wrong I'd love to have another child with you, but is now the right time? Bubs is only five months and you just booked a movie that's filming in Romania. We both knew how much I hated traveling while pregnant," I said as my head rested on his chest and he played with my hair.

"I know, but would it be so bad if we stayed in Romania until you've given birth?" He asked.

"Um yeah. My parents won't be there and neither will our friends. Who's gonna watch Johnny?" I asked.

"I still have a few family friends there,"

"That I haven't met. Anyways this conversation shouldn't be happening because I'm not pregnant Seb," I said before hearing a soft sigh.

"I guess," he mumbled and then the room was filled with silence that had a hint of tension to it. I decided to ignore it and go to sleep, but as soon as I closed my eyes my phone rang and I sat up with annoyed groan.

"Hello?" I snapped upon answering it.

"Are you okay?" A timid Lakota asked on the other end.

"Yeah, sorry, what's up?" I asked running a hand through my slightly damp hair.

"Luc is at eight centimeters. Get here now please," he said and hung up before I could respond.

"Fuck," I groaned as I began to scroll through my contacts to get to my dad. Sebastian just day there watching  me as I put my phone up to my ear.

"You're aware of what time it is, right?" My dad asked in annoyance.

"Yes, I do. Luce is eight centimeters dilated and I was wondering if you'd watch your grandson while Seb and I go to the hospital," I said and with that Sebastian got out of bed and went to the dresser.

"Sure, just drop him off in your way there," he said and I thanked him before hanging up. As I got out of bed Sebastian tossed me one of his shirts and I put it on.

"Pants or no pants?" I asked him since his shirt hit me at my knees.

"No pants. I'm gonna go put some more diaper in bub's bag. Do you need to pump or are we good in that department?" He asked me.

"I should probably pump, give me ten," I said heading down the hall to the living room where the pump was located and waiting on me. Twenty minutes later we were in the car making our way to my dad's house. Seb was driving and I was picking at my cuticles, which is something I do when anxious.

"Talk to me," Seb said taking one of my hands and interlocking our fingers together.

"What is she has the baby before we get there?" I asked.

"Then we will meet them as soon as we can. Now what's really bothering you?"

"I want to give you everything that you want when you want it, but I don't think I can do another baby right now. Maybe after he's one, but not now. I'm sorry," I said looking at him.

"I'm okay with that, as long as you still want to have babies with me I'm happy. As long as you and bubba are safe and happy I'm happy," he said kissing the top of my hand.

"I love you Mr. Stan," I mumbled resting my head on his shoulder.

"I love you too Mrs. Stan. Now let's go drop off our baby and help deliver our friends' baby," he said with a laugh. Sixteen minutes later Sebastian was standing on my parents' doorstep holding our sleeping baby.