ARTIST | KOOKV

34. drunk

Taehyung view

How dare he say that. Doesnt he realise how hurtful his words are?  I can take care of myself... And how dare he bring up a guy fucking me when we havent even gotten to that stage of our relationship ourselves yet. Not fucking....but making love. He's so mean.

As those words ran through taehyungs head he couldnt stop the flow of tears running down his face as he walked through the streets of seoul on his way to hoseoks house. By leaving he simply meant hoseok was going on holiday with his family and taehyung wanted to bid him goodbye, he didnt think jeongguk would over react.

He stopped in front of a black neatly polished door, the number '19' planted on in a shiny rose gold colour. He knocked, wating for hoseok to answer as he hastily wiped his tears away and tried to look presentable. As soon as the door flew open he was met with the smiling face of his bestfriend. So taehyung, not wanting to ruin the mood plastered on a fake smile as he got dragged inside, a happy hoseok chatting non stop in his ear.

All he could think about was a certain raven haired male.

Jeongguk view

Jeongguk was once again back to sitting on his couch. A bottle of alcohol in his hand as he brought it up to his mouth, chugging the whole thing down. Two more bottles were seen crashed into little pieces on the floor, surrounding the couch.

Jeongguk sighed loudly as he threw his head back, he swung his right arm forward unexpectedly throwing the current alcohol bottle he was drinking from to the wall in front, watching it smash right in front of his eyes into little fragments.

He looked like pure shit. His hair was a mess, sticking up in all directions. His cheeks were a red colour, in any other situation it would look almost cute however considering the fact he is drunk, it looked anything but that. His eyes were bloodshot as if he had been crying and his shirt was crumpled up, creases visible.

"FUCK!" jeongguk roared, punching the wall closest to him, blood trickling down his ring to inbetween his fingers. He scoffed as he looked at his hand that was raised in front of his face.

His eyes casted down to the book taehyung was previously reading - a few tears gathered in his eyes until he harshly wiped them way, not wanting to cry again. Oh boy did he regret what he said to taehyung. 

How could i have said that? To the boy i love?  have you no shame jeongguk - you - you Made him cry for gods sake, he'll never forgive me. Fuck fuck fuck.

"taehyung - im sorry" jeongguk whispered, holding his head in his hands as his fingers were buried into his black locks. On saying the last word he didnt care - he cried until he couldnt any more.

Taehyung view

AN HOUR LATER

"bye bye hoseokie, have a great time" taehyung told hoseok as he smiled softly, now leaving his house as he heard the door shut with a thud after hoseok bid his pleasant goodbye.

Just as taehyung was nearing jeongguks office - he thought jeongguk would be at home which is why he decided to sleep at the office tonight considering jeongguks extra room had a bed- he came across an alley way.  He checked the time on his watch. He looked up, peeking inside the narrow alley, he decided it didnt look like it could do him any harm and it'd take quicker to reach the office so without thinking once again he turned to walk towards the alley, not knowing about the danger that was to come.

He took slow careful steps, whipping his head from left to right just to Make sure nothing was there. Just as he thought he could walk a bit faster a hand came out from nowhere, slapping over his mouth as his scream came out muffled. He was slammed to the brick wall, a whimper coming out of his mouth from the hard impact.