Why am I crying over something that is bound to happen today, tomorrow, or 4 months later? And why can't I get it out of my head? And why is it that every small thing reminds me of him? Like coffee, or astronomy, or stars, or music, or food, or just about EVERY DAMN F ing THING that's in my surroundings.
Why did this have to happen? If it had to happen, then why now? Why not last year, when I had (almost) all the free time in the world? Why now, when I know I want to write, but then can't just because of him? And why in the Hades do all my characters HAVE to have elements that remind me of him every single freaking moment of my life???
