rejected By Mate

the beginning

Today was my 16 birthday the day was finally here the day I wish could have came faster but at the same time what if it's the worst day ever ? what if he hates me ? What if he's a she? . I Remember my dream from last night me finding my mate running away with him him loving me in so many ways and him began my reason to live . you see my name's ava and I work for the red moon pack my dad was the beta but one day we got attacked and he and mama came to save me and with a blink of an eye they were gone I had to get stiches the sliver pack of wolf's had a attacked and one bite into my mama and dad saved me but died. Since then the packs hate me it's my fault they lost there second most important person in the pack and I work as a slave I guess they make me do everything and they kick me and punch me and sometimes stab me or worst even other maids join in but what hurt was my brothers have never tried to stop them they join to the only thing that they protect me from is me not getting raped because then they would have to deal.with a pregnant hoe that work too slow and didn't work right to protect her children you see they live me so much that what I was used to so when I see other families love I think it weird My family shows me log edge way u just saw
My alarm goes of i roll out of bed because for the past minutes I've been lost in my thought and the guard was worried already I was a few seconds off but it's was okay I try to get up but can't then Remember the beating I had gotten the day before so the guard had to carry me to the kitchen because me legs were unable to move alone they wouldn't work but I hear foot steps to the restroom knowing soon they would be out asking where the hell was breakfast but to my surprise by the time I took the eggs out they were down stairs meaning I had to get ready for my daily beating and then more beating because I woke up a little late and there food wasn't waiting for them at the table so another beating telling my wolf to get ready to have to heal my weak human body because this morning was going to hurt did I mention I can't shift that's another reason they all hate me I was a weirdo a freak noone like me not even the alpha and he told my parents before they died he would care from me but even he hated my gut the only people who didn't hate me was Nicole and Reggie Jackson they were from any other pack then came here they were my only friends
Just as my hair gets pulled hitting my face against the counter trying to get up as fast as I could because if I didn't it would get worst they grab me me from my hair once again throwing into wall the hit till I was unable to get up they kicked me till I was coughing blood leaving them laughing so hard I thought it was going to end but once again it wasn't enough they kept going till they heard a bunch of cracks and they Alex picked me up throwin me up and down then throws me to my brother who broke my arm and throw me to Ashley she pulled a knife out and stabbed me over and over again till all I saw was black surrounding me and nothing else
Waking up to the smell of numbing cream the guard stood over me putting more stiches on my body and giving me my daily pain killers witch were like 6 because I was always in pain he told me I needed to stop one day I wouldn't be breathing but I told him like I always do I have nothing to live for my mate will probably reject me and my everyday I'm in pain I would kill myself but things have to get done and there people who make me want to live (Xavier Nicole and Reggie) they are why I'm still going through this pain since I was 5 years old this how shits been I have to get ready for school or I'm going to be late again ugh

I mean I think I look good and that good enough for me I wearing a crop top with jeans and my hair curled and so natural makeup as I grab an toast and start running I wasn't allowed to have a car and when I wouldn't pass out Nicole and Reggie would pick me up I made my way to school saying sorry from bumping someone and kept running almost late again for math but I made it so haha . Nicole sat across from me and Reggie sat behind me and the most beautiful boy ever say in front of me I hope the moon goddess or what ever she wanted to be called would give me him that's all I ask he's the only one that's beautiful and who doesn't hit me or hate me he works with me all the time and he smiles at me with a breathtaking smile and he winks at me when he sees what he's done good damn everytime he speeds my heart up if I get Him as a mate I would be so happy with that I would love her and not care about what I've gone through the past 11 years of abuse everyday that adds up but I thoughts of if only were interfered by Nicole talking about a party everyone cool was going to but she said we had got invited meaning she got invited and didn't want to hurt our feelings but she won't go without us so me and Reggie would have to go probably getting dragged but that's after she dressed us up to meet the standard of a cool person so she began her transformation on us 😂😂

Nicole wearing the top one me wearing the bottom one but knowing us in the party we will change because Nicole likes the attention more then me but she told me to wear that In case I found my mate and because I was supposed to look and feel sexy on my birthday which around me my birthdays never really been important because of Alex the alphas's son had the same birthday day and now everyone was on the watch for his age there future luna to lead them would be found this year I felt adored and for once lived the way some of the people looked at me like I was normal girl with lust and things I've never witnessed I was never allowed to the parties but here I was
As soon we got there I went to the kitchen to get drinks so I drank all the cups already there and got a new one for me I drank thought like 10 cups before I knew it I went to dance grinding against anyone who touched me or anything I think I was grinding on a tree earlier or if not that guy had a hard chest then I smelt a smelt is like have never thought I would smell my mate my wolf tried screaming to follow it but I stayed there grinding against this guy till the smell came closer to me leaving me to Alex who was growling and if looks could kill the guy behind me would be past dead he was an Ass but maybe I was drunk or something but he looked hot and he called me then when I walked to him, he grabbed me I felt a spark a spark like no other it was magical it was the feeling I always wished for