rejected By Mate

alex poimt of veiw the change

It felt good to sleep with the blonde girl but I just wasn't as good as when we and ava mates that night ugh she needs to get out of my everyday thoughts but I missed her , I hadn't heard a word from anyone about her , my mate, she just suddenly was gone which was alright because I could still smell she was near my wolf used that to make sure she was okay had just finished sleeping with what's her name the next to me I don't even know when my wolf started panicking who knew what it was over so I ask he said that same thing over and over again.
gone gone no smell gone no touch gone she gone gone gone no feel gone no love gone

I thought my wolf was tripping and went to bed waking up next to God knows who fuck she is , she smells bad she smells nothing like my mate she smells pretty but what ever I could hear my wolf was going crazy so I let him go he started yelling at her to leave and started getting mad and kicking things what was his problem I have no idea he started getting mad then started thinking of the night we had with our ugly fat stupid mate and her body and fuck were both getting horny and really hard dicks we have a meeting today I don't want my pack to see me like this he just played everything over and over again God damn she was hot I decided to take a cold shower then Headed downstairs I hear yelling me and wolf started seeing red what if they were hitting my mate what if they were beating her again what if she was dyeing right now and I had no idea but to my luck I saw them with a papper in there hand mellowing out till they say what my wolf had been telling me she's gone so I ask who's gone and they say the bitch what I think I would have smelled her began gone so I run upstairs to her room which was already open there was my beta crying with any other letter these letter were getting me pissed off so I tell him to show me his letter I read it poor dude 💔💔 then he tells me there's a letter to her mate I force him to give it to me reading it got me pissed even more she was going to kill herself then I link everyone to go downstairs and tell at them to find her now the the blonde girl I slept with was there and she said " why are you worried about that's hore you have me baby " I growl and tell her to help and not question me I went back to my mates room and tell my wolf wolf I'm sorry I made you lose her I know she was your love she made me happy I should have not worried about what they would think and I fucked it up I miss her my sweet ava my love my mate was out there trying to kill herself because I rejected her I fucked up sorry wolfy and then turns out I wasn't alone because my beta was there and he growled at me saying when we found her I would stay away from her he had a good point so we go downstairs to help look for her when I fell to the ground screaming when I feel pain shook through me again I started screaming louder this was more pain then my first shift what was happening what was ava doing I could feel it I felt as tho my body was on fire then started braking slowly I looked up in tears to my beta who now confused and worry on his face along with other and telling them to get a doctor as I scream for him to make it stop my beta takes me to a room and the doctor looks at me saying there was nothing wrong so I tell him there must be everything's on fire and braking inside me. fix it i don't want to feel this again then I let out another scream it hit me hard again then he asked me something I thought I wouldn't get asked but I had to tell him so he can fix it he asked if I have a mate who had shifted yet and I said no but she was the best she can away so what did this have to do with her he said well then there's your answer that's the pain she's feeling your feeling her pain an since she shifting more then likely she will probably die without a mate I was in tears sweating screaming what the hell was my little mate doing what was she in this much pain I could handle more pain then a werewolves and this pain was a lot poor little mate my beta at my side crying that he would be protecting his sister from what ever was causing this pain but he messed up he hates her and didn't understand her then everything hurts a hell lot more then stops and everything goes black I wake up then it goes black again my body was overworked from feeling mates pain my wolf was mad sad disappointed he was feeling to much for me to understand these emotions were to overpowering and then it went black again what the fuck was going on was she fine why did I feel like I was dying what if she was hurt and I mite have been unable to move but in the inside I was crying till I couldn't breathe I was curled in a ball of pain crying not wanted to live but I had to for my pack so I fought to live I fought a fight I didn't want to win I woke up about a week later but I had changed and I knew I had I missed her