rejected By Mate

vamp love

I slowly began to trust him he was cool he was gentle made sure I was comfortable he made sure I had everything I needed and wanted he was the best as much as I hated to admit it he was better then living with my pack and my family love it to they were treated like royalty to and Hannah began a good friend said my kids where hers to make it not that bad we had heard the stories as kids of these blood sucking parasites that had to be destroyed and how they were monsters and just put for blood but now living with them I saw they were just as human as us expect they would feed on animals they never ate or slept but they loved more then us when someone died they would just but a grave and the next day was sunshine and rainbows unless that was your mate as a vampire I've seen it while here they all greave that one person they all feel the pain as tho they were all mated to her but her one true mate didn't live and try to kill himself like where I'm from the money she died he died they have such strong connections they kill each other literally not like in the werewolf world and if the mate lived he wouldn't go crazy he would just die of heartbreak there was no roque here they wouldn't lose there mates and no care and loss humanity it was good one to vampires I've seen died so I saw four deaths but other then that it was fine I was actually starting to live him as much as I hated saying it he had my heart i no longer controlled it he did he was my king and I was his queen love like this was amazing I felt so loved it was weird I was never lived before and now I was needed loved I was wanted and more than anything I was his and he was mine I know it's so clingy to say but he belonged to me and everyone already or were going to know that is good fight any bitch that thinks they can even lay a hand on my fine ass man he is Mine
damn straight he's ours and ours only
  my vampire side zeldo was purring and making sounds or affection just thinking about our man and how he owned him because of all the pain we felt we found love but was he my true mate or was he another fake one that wasn't for me but someone else was he going to cheat or reject me when he knows the real me what I've done about my kids about my previous mates how I'm rare and everyone wants me would be leave me I just couldn't bear the thought of him gone it hurt and ik every little person in my head agreed each side wanted different things but they always found a way to agree sometimes I'm happy to have them but when there fighting they annoying the shit out of me I regret saying I love them