rejected By Mate

it was a dream im not loved

A day had past and I felt more love then I've ever felt in my old pack one day here with there love is my whole life there which is stupid but what ever last night when I open my eyes I saw the forest who knows maybe I was still dreaming I don't know I close me eyes on still.in the palace began showered with love I'm in the forest when I open my eyes again I decide to keep walking when I hear a snarl then a growl then a howl who was out there where they after me I don't know but what I did know was Nicole and Reggie were awake and in fight positions when a group of them came out the one from stories from our nightmares our fears I was stood they were monster they were to be feared they were to not be touched they went on craving and could not be controlled but here infront of me I saw them and how the world we that then a wolf came that stood taller growled and they all backed up a little she must be alpha I found feel power roll of her and it felt as if she hide it because it was weak but there was a lot of it can't only royalty do that I thought then she snarled making us jump back a little then she runs towards the trees gets dressed comes out she was beautiful she had blond hair she had eyes she looked like a freaking Victoria secret model she spoke she had such a voice "shift" I swear I was straight but she was attractive she made me feel bad that they would see my pathetic human form compared to here she asked why we were on this part of the land by ourselves we told her everything and she said if we wanted we could be rogue with them so of course this would be no better then before but at least they wouldn't hurt me I thought but was I dead wrong they were not low life like they been told to be they protected me the first five minutes I was there not a then my pack has ever done she stood infront of me and growled at the thing that tried attacking me right after I agreed along with Nicole and Reggie to go with them be join together as one she took it down the right was so fast with blink and flashes it was over and Victoria secret model stood there with what smelt like a beta of a pack between her knees as she knocked him out and told us to run I followed the other people in the group to a bunch of people actually a small amount there was women men and one child that sat in the middle his eyes glowed a light red and the moment he saw me they changed purple I didn't know what was going on but it seems he detect me and Nicole and Reggie because they he whispered protect the Eva and the Victoria secret model looking girl came from behind and said Ricky who's Eva and she turned to us I raised my hand weakly I hope I didn't get kicked of but instead she hugged me and told them if anything happened she would have there head they were to keep me safe at all coast and she did the same with Reggie and Nicole she nodded and it was if they were family they all hugged they kissed on the cheek they dance they played music an story told there stories everyone in the circle had a sad story I felt as if the outsiders had finally fit in I mean they been rejected they felt worst pain then I'd and here they are laughing began happy maybe this is the best mistake I've ever made we heard all the stories the Victoria secret model looking girl name was Hannah and she had been the werewolf queen who as we all know dead not to long ago she said she had to take her death to save her mate to save her brother and her family because someone a powerful someone had threatened it so she did what he asked and then ran and kill a deer torn the insides out took off her clothes and began treating them looking like an accident then she cut her arm with her teeth to make the deer smell like her so all would think she was dead but here she stood before me in pants and a shirt that looked old . then a man told his story how he was a beta then the alpha killed his mate and he felt he didn't want to live anymore he wants for die and not feel the pain so he tried killing himself but that just lead him to getting removed from the pack all together so he ran to the forest and cried till Hannah save him and made him happy again everyone has depressing stories similar but Hannah saved everyone and the boy with red and purples eyes spoke for the first time since he said they needed to protect ava turns out he was witch well reasonably a wedlock but same difference and his family had suffered a lot when he was a kid and Hannah saved him from began burned alive they said goodnight to one another they mite have not had much but damn they had what most that have everything don't they had happiness they cared they loved one another I couldn't sleep so I say there watching them sleep till I saw Hannah was a awake she sang me a song and put the blanket they had used for beds over me and told me sweet dream this was to good to be true I felt a warm feeling even my wolf all tho she was in pain and cried for her mate she was happy for at this second nothing could mess this up I fall into a deep sleep what I see is shocking
I was running and running I have no idea from what I for to who is what was going on till I saw many individuals standing there fighting each other they were all handsome they were all connected to me somehow them fighting made me hurt but at the same time I felt love so felt like I needed this and I've never be able to agree more with all my body I've never felt complete ever I never could agree with all my body but I did and it felt good they the last dreams flashed through my eyes making me understand why I felt so complete they were all here to support me all of the sides of me all the voices they spoke about dominance and how the winner would be our official mate the one to live from here forward wow what a dream why was I having a dream about something that would never happen it was fake I had no life that I wanted I was a homeless wolf with no love