rejected By Mate

run

We ran it was harder because they worked for the king they had more resources they had more high technology but we ran I saw myself in tv one day because I was hungry so we stopped to eat at a dinner because I knew we were soon going full wolf mood again so I need the human life to be sucked up to enjoy it while it lasted we had to run as fast as could for weeks but it was hard my heart wanted to go back but my brain said be smart and run a part of my heart said stay with your family but the rest called yelled to be with mate we ran for days we stopped for a few times but ran we came near the border the border of the sane the border that would change our lifes were we ready for this life probably not but it was the border for werewolves because not so supernatural creatures likes werewolves they were seen as big dogs the border was the world of supernatural any creature lived here expect hybrids those were never to be made and if they were they were killed
Because they were to powerful and broke original treaty and rules I was a monster to the monster outside the wolf world but if they were anything like my old pack or like the pack members I heard about in my new families stories then they were soulless cruel mean monster and deserved to be scared of a monster like me because I became a monster when my family was at stake and right now at this moment they could get hurt I would protect them if it was the last thing I do and trust me none will get hurt as long as I'm alive you see I have a monster in me it goes off of anger it goes off of hate when I get mad I have no control of my body I because a red skinned monster with all black eyes comes out  as I kill and murder What a ever threatens or was in my way and didn't feel bad for it till I got my body back Idk why this happens but it does and I'm scared of my own inner monster it scares me that I don't know it's strengths I don't what to do to stop I didn't have instructions on how to control it we ran I leaned I would have a mate for every part that made me a hybrid but only one true mate and when I found all of they my body would go to my one true mate I was so excited I've found two I guess I was so busy thinking that I didnt notice this whole time I was thinking of how our world work vampires where surrounding us this man came up part of me called to be with him I assumed he was one of my many mates he was gorgeous he was pale with eyes that could hold a soul they where a spiral of colors from purple to red he had a rainbow in his eyes he came to me and hugged me said finally and kissed my cheek and said lets go but I stood my grounds who does he think he is as thought he read my mind he said he was the vampire king and that he would put protecting on my family or friends who ever was with me if I promised to go with him so I said why not I mean my family did need a place to stay we left I felt happy a little part of me was complete he seemed nice I think I was in love we had talked for hours and with those hours I felt I knew him a life time I loved anyone other they my parents when they were alive who would have thought a vampire would have my love a vampire it was so wrong but so right but this isn't twilight is it  I was supposed to hate him as it was everything I had previously known but everything in me pulled to him I followed the pulling hoping for something better then what I got last time a rejection and a mate that I had to run from because of he knew me I would to be left for dead because of killing my parents or he would hurt me so I hope this would end up better they anything I've had before I could pray and hope but I could never know what to expect  because this was a world I didn't know this was a battle I couldn't know how to fight so I would just go with the battle and flow with hope because I knew with my past not to trust them their fast I need to know him and understand him before I can trust him and his kind I will understand them even if I have to go undercover but my mate would not know this he would think I love him and fell no reason to have a curious mind on trusting me I would make sure to play the part for my family and for myself I needed love like this even if I don't trust it