rejected By Mate

alex poimt of view gone

It been a while I moping around but I work and I do what I have to I started trying to find ways to end my pain without hurting anyone else my wolf stop talking to me it been almost two months without her and I've tried about four suicide attempts and since people where now starting to worry I needed to find a way to make my death look like an accident during the four time I cut myself with sliver knifes covers in wolfbane so it won't heal fast and I played there in the tub till my beta came man I hate that guy he always saving me I just want to die since he doesn't let me near sharp things anymore I tried hanging myself didn't work out he came right when I was almost gone and cut the rope so I fell and yay I was still alive note my sarcasm I don't really know why but I just don't see the point of anything but continued for my pack they thought I was fine I played along only my best know how broken I real my am but for my pack I got a girlfriend I stop work to protect them as much as I can I was expected to mark her soon but I don't want to do that ava I love her she left it was my fault but I still love her she was everything and I flushed her down the toilet I was so deep in thought I almost missed my third in command said he was going to the none wolf land near here to go shopping he's been out for hours so I mite have time to try and get ran over my men's to protect are not her that my beta but he's still is not here today I do happy my first time free so I go outside getting ready for my next big idea when my third in command mind links me to meet him at the border it's important what an asshole he ruined my moment what ever I guess I should go I walk as slow as I can till a smell gets me back I run to the border to see a bunch of people there all rogues gross my third in command said they want the land near us this girl comes up to me an days what my third in command just said she had power rolling off her she has more power then me wtf I'm pure so how does she have more power she spoke but my vision turned to the pregnant lady behind her she super pregnant I felt a connection was it my mate was she finally bad could I make it up I spoke to her and told she looked like my dead mate and she growls at me and shifts the wolf has something familiar about her and she must feel that towards me ,me I feel a connection then she shifts back wtf my mind had been blown she can shift pregnant none could do that not even the most powerful wolf's they would kill the children and she shift back with clothes also something that none can do that her eyes turn red now I'm scared but something deep in me called me to get closer to help her to save her but I've never seen her how can I help her then crazy thing start happening and in a blur the once beautiful girl that was at my side was there catching the pregnant women as she fell mate? My wolf screamed but it sounded more like a question I think he was as confused as me about the group that was once in front of me jump and runs the the pregnant women my mate I think and they all out there hands on her stomach and say these word I dont understand the there hands glow a amber color the light gets brighter and brighter till they all say ava wake the fuck up ..my mate name was ava could it be she woke up and she sat there like nothing happened then she walks away I call her back but she just said stress is bad for her babbies stay away but still I feel a pull so I follow her till her hand goes up and she put a wall walking leaving me there watching her leave me alone once again scared mad and most of all confused what was with those wolf and powers and random was shit it was a little to much for me to understand my wolf was happy now he's sad and happy who know what his problem is I haven't spoken to him in his knows how long I missed his sassy little bitching but I knew he would be gone soon