rejected By Mate

rejected

I sleep the night good and woke up to the sound of moving open my eyes to see my mate getting ready to leave somewhere or was that just me I asked him "where you going my mate " and he said "why should you care" I said" because we're mated" he told me to get dressed when I was dressed in what was left that he hasn't torn he said something I couldn't even began to describe nothing that would forever have me broken he said " I Alex soon to be alpha reject you as my mate your useless and you nobody or nothing now go be a how somewhere else " then yelled for me to leave in his loud an demanding voice of course I jumped and ran to my room my heart was shattered I felt like I couldn't breathe I could move it hurt so much and I felt like feeling I've never felt before sometime I wish I wasn't this week where I could accept his rejection and move on but I was like every other I would die without that part of my soul we where made to live but he hates me I was nothing and it hurt more than anything I've ever felt I wanted to stay and cry I felt as tho my heart had broken not able to keep me alive my everything was gone I didn't want to live the pain was unbearable I was consumes by a black hole of pain I haven't felt this much pain since my father and mothers death and with that I did it something I swear never to do starts with dry snobs turning into tears that flows freely in my eyes for the next week maybe but knowing them they wouldn't let me just feel the pain they yelled for me to come to the room and started yelling at me about how I haven't done shit And how I was supposed to work not relax in my room just began there all lazy began a slut or some shit but to be honest I didn't care what my brother was calling me or telling me my heart hurt and I could feel Alex sleeping with anyone one of his girl toys it burned I've been burned before by someone in the pack can't Remember who at the moment but their felt worst I've gotten every bone in my body broken in a daily basis but this hurt more then anything I've ever felt it's they worst feeling I've ever heard of it felt and let's be true everyday I almost get killed because I'm weak and haven't turned into a wolf yet like everyone else I was unique but that made everyone hate me I heard my wolf's thought we could talk but I just couldn't shift yet my mom used to say I was going to be different but I just never got to ask what she meant I see Nicole and Reggie come so I get out of my thought and out a fake smile " Nicole Reggie how are you " they look at me funny and then ask about the party I told them everything I couldn't not tell them or pretend it didn't happen they were mad they still are but we all agreed to leave at dawn we were leaving together me and my family my brothers were never my family they always hurt me and my family was always there to protect me even taking hits for me they were the best thing ever I loved them
Later
I couldn't wait to go I had everything packed and it wasn't even near time to go so I decided to write them letters so they didn't think I killed myself or something not that they would care very much they would be like about time but I don't want them looking for there punching back there slave there maid I hate them I never want to make contact with them if I have to I was get a second chance mate hopefully I began writing to my people so I write to Xavier first man I love that boy

--+ Dear Xavier ,
This is your not so sister in going to miss
I promise not to do anything bad or anything
it's just you know how bad they treat me you've
seen it and asked for them to stop it got worst
it never got better I promise when I'm strong
I will come back to protect you and I can
bring you to live with me and we can be
happy without my mate I found him but he
rejected me and broke my heart I felt him with
SOMEONE else and I can't bear this pain it hurts
More then anything and you've seen what's
happened To me I promise to call as soon
as I get there or write I'll try because I love you
Little brother your brother is a monster and one day I'll save you I leave you with a gift at the bottom
It is a necklace from my mother last thing she ever
Gave me but I want you to have it you mean the world
to me I will protect you when I am strong I promise love you
Love -ava

Then moving to the next letter

Dear big brothers ,
Maybe you don't deserve the title big
brother from all the shit you've done
to be but what ever I'm running away
my mate rejected me and the pain is
unimaginable and I've suffer a lot here
and you were right I should have killed
myself but the thing is I can't I've tried
everything but nothing works so I'm
leaving you never have to see my ugly
fat face again and if you do don't look
for me by the time you read this I will be
long gone from you and all my abusers
and I don't care what mama and dad said
about being strong enough bye you watch
your back when I'm stronger I will destroy
this pack of its the last thing I do and when
I come back I will take my real brother with me
If you hurt him or even take the things
I gave him i will make sure you suffer unbearable pains
- Love you little sister ava

Then the next letter

Dear 'mate' ,
Sorry you got stuck with me but just
wanted to say bye You didn't even
get to meet me but what ever I don't
need a hore like you in my life so bye
and don't look for me or I will snap
your neck I will come back for Xavier
and that's all so I don't want to see your
face anywhere near me when I come one day
you will regret everything you ever did
to make me suffer and I'll make sure you suffer
everyday for what you've done also
Don't think you can win me back I hate
You so much and I will never love you
Just as you said to me 😈😈 now if you
excuse me I have two write the important
people because I mite kill myself I'm still
thinking about it bye
- Love ava your ex mate

I thought it was kind of cruel to lie to him but I don't even care if I'm began cruel so fuck it I then write one for all the pack to read saying I was leaving so they could be happy and that's it I go place the one for everyone in the kitchen the one for my brother and mate on my bed and the one for Xavier on his room along with the necklace and then turn to Nicole and Reggie and leave the house we made sure to turn out smells of didn't want then to find us and we ran them in wolf form me by feet suddenly I felt a pain so unbearable I fell to my knees