Greyscale'd ☼ DoTae

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Seoul / M looking for M / Casual
6' / Thin / Monolid / 21 - College kid hoping to find something to look forward too.

Doyoung started at his laptop blankly.

After two long, arduous weeks—he finally posted the ad and immediately felt cheap.

It was just his 5th week into his first year of university and never did he feel so alone.

Not only did Doyoung figure out that he was gay after getting jerked off by a cute Leonardo DiCaprio look alike named Vernon at his first frat party--he realized just how rare it was to find a boyfriend in South Korea—even in Seoul.

So Doyoung--desperate for a bit of hope--did what any other millennial would do.

He makes a Tinder.

After making the Tinder and going on some really odd dates—[One guy named Ravi asked to see his feet. One guy named Wonwoo asked if he was down with a threesome with his best friend, Mingyu. A person named Hansol was finding himself and couldn't commit to a pronoun which Doyoung was open to but didn't fully understand.] Once again, Doyoung realized that not many people his age were interested in having a relationship and that hook-ups are all the rage.

It just wasn't popping for our poor Doyoung.

He wanted hook ups, right?

That's why he made a Tinder, right?

But every time he got close to anything past kissing, Doyoung would bail. He was happy that the guys that he did go on dates with didn't get upset with him. They seemed all understanding and even nice enough to walk him back to the bus stop. Doyoung stored Wonwoo, Ravi and Hansol in his phone and promised to still keep in touch.

They were nice but Doyoung was looking for something a bit more.

He didn't want to just give his virginity to any Jimin, Jisoo and Jisung--Doyoung wanted a legitimate relationship.

Doyoung wanted something tangible; something incredible and wanted to pour everything he could into another person who would respect, care for and maybe even love him.

Doyoung wanted love and compassion more than he wanted his next meal.

But there's no one way he could find that at this rate, even when he downloaded this compatibility app called GREYSCALE as a last-ditch effort. Doyoung was almost satisfied with just his semi-crippling depression and social anxiety warming his bed at night at this point.

"Doyoungie?"

Doyoung gasped before quickly shutting his laptop screen close and swiveling in his seat to look at Gongmyung's shape halfway in the entrance of the door as his older brother peaked his head in.

"Oh, yes hyung?" Doyoung said nervously and Gongmyung smiled brightly to his younger brother.

"Taeyong's here. We're going to a PCbang. Wanna come?"

"No, I have homework." Doyoung said simply; he didn't want to see anyone right now. Once upon a time Doyoung would have jumped at the chance to go to a PC bang with his brother and his brother's best friend Lee Taeyong for a night of junk food and gameplay, but tonight had him feeling static but itching for solace.

"Well at least say, hi. You guys are in the same school now," Gongmyung teases and Doyoung smiled back genuinely. Gongmyung's is in his senior year at a university in Mapu-gu, while Doyoung and Taeyong got into Korea University, the most prestigious school in Korea and Gongmyung playfully ribbed Doyoung about his superhuman brain for at least two days straight.