Klance Oneshots (Fluff, smut & angst)

I'm scared!

So this is my first Klangst and I hope it'll be okay. Just don't get your hopes up too much. Oh, and if you are sensitive about homophobic stuff, *cough cough* DON'T READ! This kinda resembles my own insecurity so I don't know how real it will be or if it even be well written.

Should I say 'enjoy' if it is about insecurity with the own sexual orientation? Sounds kinda weird if you say 'hope you'll enjoy' when you read about others problems and sorrow...

Let's get rolling! *nods* Better. But just a little.

This is kinda in-between season 7 and 8. Idk, I'm tired okay!?

Lance POV

"Guys?"

I looked around myself. I was engulfed in complete darkness. I couldn't see anything. I reached out my hand hoping I would get a grip on something, only to stumble through nothing.

"Hey! Guys! Where are you? Anybody?", I asked again. This time my voice was shaky and rasp. I cleared my throat but ended up in a violent coughing fit. My cold wasn't gone yet after all. I was on my hands and knees, still coughing like mad.

Suddenly a brilliant light appeared in the darkness. Coran, Allura, Shiro, Hunk, Pidge and Keith were holding their hands out to me.

I stood up and started stumbling towards them in a hurry. After I could finally stand upright, I ran towards the light, where all my friends where standing. 

"Guys! You came! I'm so glad.", I exclaimed happily and reached out for Keith's hand. But before I could get hold of it, he pulled it back with a disgusted look on his face.

"As if I would give my hand to a fucking faggot like you!", Keith said a smirk dancing around the corners of his mouth. I felt my heart shatter to pieces. Why would he say such a thing?

"Wh...What?", I asked hurt. I felt my eyes water up.

"You heard me right. You're a fag and I don't want to touch a person who's gross enough to love the same gender!", he stated bluntly. Allura and Pidge chuckled behind their hands and Coran nugget Hunk and whispered something in his ear that made him snort.

"What right do you have to be our friend if you betray us like that?", Keith continued trying to make me feel worse and useless. In fact, it worked pretty well. I've sunken to the ground my body trembling with fear and warm tears prickling down my face. I tried to get myself saying just a simple sentence. But I didn't have the courage to say them aloud.

I was scared. Hurt. They didn't except me. They thought I was gross and didn't deserve to be their friend. 

I tried to say the words and opened my mouth but only a chocking sound came out. Why couldn't I just prove them wrong and say:

I'm bi!

'...Lance...'

I looked around myself. The paladins have disappeared and now I was alone again. All alone... I curled up into a ball of pain and sorrow, not carrying if the world would miss me. I bet they wouldn't even notice that I was gone. They would live their life like always, cheerful and happy.

'Lance!'

I woke up in bed sweating like mad. Keith was cowering next to the bed looking at me with worry in his violet eyes. Still in a daze I reached out my hand and brushed away some hair that was falling in his face. My fingers slightly brushed over his soft cheeks. He is so beautiful.

"Uhh...Lance?", Keith asked and ripped me out of my daydreaming. I pulled my hand away quickly and laughed awkwardly. Shiiit, why did I do that?! Now he'll know I like him!!