𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘳𝘴: 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘯𝘦

tea™️

my tea from the other day (i'm explaining the whole thing for those of you who i didn't tell when this happened):

so i liked this guy, Ryan, and we were friends and had mutual friends (only two, Allie and Blythe, are important for this). so i have my group of friends in the classes Ryan, Allie, Blythe, and i had together (Cadence, Sammie, Bailee, Lia, Natalie, and Gabbie) and we have this friend, Brooke, who is also important. so basically i started liking Ryan and so i talked to my internet friend Chelsea because she recently had gone through the whole liking your guy best friend thing and she said that i should tell at least one irl friend i could trust so i told Natalie because we were talking about the guy she liked at the time. Natalie and i were talking about me liking Ryan and Gabbie wanted to know but we wouldn't tell her because i didn't want her to know and Natalie promised not to tell anyone until i did. so me, being the dumbass i am, talked about me having a crush in one of my wattpad books and i didn't even think about the fact that Gabbie still used wattpad and so she texted me about it and i was like "fuck". so i told Gabbie (this was Sunday btw). the next day, we're in class, Gabbie and i are talking about this and i guess Blythe was listening in because the next day she asked if i liked him. so it's the next day, Gabbie and i are talking (probably about boy bands??? i don't remember but it wasn't Ryan), Blythe is right behind me and she's sitting next to Ryan. and this bitch has the audacity to ask me if i like him when she's right next to him. so Blythe was the last person i wanted to find out about Ryan because she was (WAS. Ryan hates her now, we'll come back to this) like best friends with him and so i fucking froze and looked at Gabbie and i mouthed "DID YOU TELL HER" and she said she didn't. i looked back at Blythe and said no. Ryan wasn't listening thank god i would have died slsk. but she didn't believe me so i told her. i made sure she promised not to tell anyone either and she did. so we have a normal couple of days after this and fucking Blythe comes up to me and Gabbie and says to me "someone's been telling people you like Ryan and Allie found out". Allie and him briefly dated before this btw. so Allie used to be really nice but like after this happened, she hated me. i ask Blythe who was telling people and she said that she couldn't tell me.
me: but it's my business i deserve to know
b: i agree
me: then who is it?
b: i can't tell you
so that gave it away that it was her. so Ryan had told me before this that Allie still liked him. and so i was like "fuck" after Blythe told me. so Allie blocked me on my Taylor account (it used to be my personal) after this happened which is already really petty??? like wtf do you gain from that??? anyways. i stopped talking to her after this because i didn't have time for her petty bullshit over a guy she dated for a month who i've known since elementary school. so later that night, i'm talking to my gc with Brooke, Sammie, and Blythe (everyone else left lmao). i said "he doesn't know i exist" and she really thought i was talking about Ryan??? yeah okay bitch sure. anyways she said "yeah he does he just liked someone else" and i'm like "who the fuck are you talking about???" i was so confused sksks. and this bitch, who knew i hadn't told Sammie or Brooke says "Ryan???" liKE STFU. and i said that and she unsent it. then Sammie comes in confused sksk
sammie: wait who are we talking about???
me: NO ONE (sksks why did i say that wow i'm dumb)
sammie: SARA WE TELL EACH OTHER OUR CRUSHES
me: OKAY FINE I LIKE RYAN
brooke (who had just returned to the gc): HOLD ON WHAT??? (she missed so much in five minutes sksks)
so that's how she told my friends that i liked him and so i was forced to tell Bailee and Lia and everyone else. so then this all dies down after a while, skip to the first day of high school (ew) and Ryan and i have homeroom together. so i'm talking to him (i stopped talking to Blythe over the summer) and we're talking about her and how much we both hate her and then i asked why he did because they were friends at the end of the school year last year and he said that they were talking over the summer and she basically asked him to have sex with her and he said no but she kept asking him. see that made me angry in the first place but what made it worse was that she knew i liked him. like i was pissed. but i couldn't tell him that sksks. so i'm ranting to Gabbie and my friend Haylee about this whole thing. so then this dies down some and then in December Haylee, Gabbie, and i were in the auditorium for 3rd and we're talking about this and Haylee said that Allie told Ryan (Haylee used to like him earlier last year but not at the same time as me) that she liked him and so that started my shit with Allie but not much tea there.
so Gabbie, Blythe, and Allie did our school's musical together and according to our friend Lora, Blythe and Allie were talking shit about Gabbie and ya girl was about to fight a bitch (i didn't but i was close to it) Gabbie was mad obviously, i mean we both were but it didn't really affect her from what i could tell which was good so then for a while, there isn't much tea until today. i was talking to Haylee today and she said that earlier this year she was talking to Allie and she said that Allie told her she didn't like me (which i already knew). she said that Allie said she blocked me because, and i quote, "my account was annoying" like bitch i had three posts wtf own up to your shit. and then Haylee also said that she implied that she hated me because of Ryan. like bITCH STOP BEING PETTY YOU ARE 15. THIS SHIT ISNT GONNA MATTER IN A COUPLE YEARS. but yeah there's my tea.

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