𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘳𝘴: 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘯𝘦

im a mess™️ (also ryan)

lol if doesn't know i like him by now idk y'all i legit gave him food. i never share my food. with like anyone idc who you are i'm not giving you my food. and i feel like he knows this. anyways what happened:
he sat with us at lunch today because we had biology testing today and he has first lunch while i have second but i guess he was still testing during lunch so he wound up coming to second. he came up to me and gabbie and asked if blythe sat with us and we said no so he came and sat with us and so i was freaking the fuck out because i've been super nervous and awkward around him recently idk why gabbie thinks it funny tho (r00d) anyway he came and sat with us and then a few minutes later while gabbie was laughing at my awkwardness and trying to help me come up with a way to start a conversation with him he came up behind us and said "would either of you lovely ladies happen to have to have any food?" and we said yes and we both only had granola bars so we each gave him one and he he said thank you and then sat back down (seating arrangement was Haylee, Ryan, Bailee, me, Gabbie) and gave the one Gabbie gave him to Haylee and ate mine (this caused Gabbie to say "well i guess we know who his favorite is" and idk why i laughed so hard at this sksk). then gabbie stole my phone to message our gc and basically:

me: lolyallryanissittingwithusatlunchhelpme
gabbie: and i want to ask him to play truth or dare but sara says no also i took her phone out of her hand to write this -Gabbie (or something like that)
me: actually i said i wouldn't play with you
gabbie: lol and ryan called us lovely ladies 😹 Sara is freaking out. her hands are legit shaking -Gabbie
me: save me i'm so awkward fuck
me: gabbie's dying save me
me: lol alexa play nervous by shawn mendes
me: because i'm really feeling that
me: idk what's happening i used to never be like this around him i-

lol so yeah that happened and i'm so fucking awkward ugh kill me

also i'm pretty sure i bombed that test but it's fine (not really)

🎶if the sky falls i'll catch it just to steal you a star🎶