The Moon Nymph and the Wolf [JimSu Angst AU]

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"I ignored your aura but it grabbed me by the hand, like the moon pulled the tide, and the tide pulled the sand." 

[Yoongi's POV]

I don't know what he is holding, in his hands, but it looks like an instrument if I'm not wrong. Like the one in Twilight that I saw, it was called a Piano. But what's the name to this one?

"What are you holding by the way? It doesn't look like the instrument like the one in Twilight," I told him.

He chuckled and kissed my cheek, "You're so cute. This, my love, is called a Guitar. Just like the piano, it creates music with these five string that it has. Let me show you."

He took my hand, ran my forefinger down the five string and it made a pleasant sound. I smiled.

"It sounds lovely," I told him. "But I have another question Jimin-ah. What's that sweet and cool flavor in your mouth?"

Jimin blushed, "Ah, you see. I get dry lips, so I put this over my lips and it gives it a sweet taste, but before that, I took a breath mint, to refreshen my breath, and that's the cool sensation that you tasted when we kissed."

I giggled, "When your lips get dry, let me kiss them for you next time."

Jimin blushed, "Sometimes, you really make my heart stop for a while to then just revive me the next second."

"Was that a little too much?" I tilted my head to the side and he nodded.

"You're too much for me, too perfect and adorable to resist," he pecked my nose and I giggled again.

I kissed his cheek and hugged him. I sighed in contentment.

"Do you want to hear the songs I composed for you?" he asked me.

I pulled back and smiled widely, "I'd love to hear every single one."

He chuckled, "Then be ready for a night to serenade you."

My freckles brightly shone, my heart picking up the pace. What words did he write meanwhile thinking of me? Will he bless me one more time with hearing his unique and marvelous singing voice? I wanted to hear it once more. Even if it meant my pain later on. But what I wanted to enjoy was right here and right now.

Jimin then took the guitar and put it in his lap, sitting straight and starting on the soft melody to check if the strings were okay. He then opened the first page in his book and I saw a lot of letters and words. I couldn't read them, but I bet that I would understand them.

He cleared his throat and started to warm up his voice and then finally he started to sing. The song was about how I'm more beautiful than the moon herself. I felt my star freckles shining once more. Its as if he wanted to make me his own shining moon here on Earth. The song was beautiful, the words he used were felt in my cold heart. How can he be the only one to do this to me?

The way he takes my breath away, it's nothing like the sights I've seen from the moon or from Earth to where I belong. It's not like that at all. I just wanted to lose myself in those silver eyes of his that shone like little stars. The little open space in the forest seem so serene and it brought so much peace to both of us. His eyes stared right into mine, never even bothering to break eye contact meanwhile playing his guitar.

I felt like he was purposely making it harder for me to breath. His voice was the sweetest one I've ever head. More beautiful than when the Star people sing to the Sun and Moon King or Queen. For years, I've heard them sing, but never have I heard such a voice like his. I want to drown my negative thoughts in them.

The words really made me feel like the softest cloud I've ever laid my head on. I felt luminescent tears making their way into my eyes. I sniffled and Jimin stopped playing the guitar just to grab my face into both of his delicate hands and wipe them away from me meanwhile singing the final verses of his first song.

"My beautiful Moon Nymph, did you like it?" he asked, his voice so velvet that it could melt all my icy insides. I couldn't hold it anymore and pulled him into me and buried my face into his chest and cry. It hurts so good. I want the pain to stop, but at the same time, it feels so good. Is this how it feels to be alive and in the arms of your loved one once more?

Why can't we have a happy ending Jimin? Why does it always have to be you hurting in the end? The world is so unfair to you and me. We can't live our love like we are hoping. I don't even know when the dumb Stellar Lake will choose the next king or queen. All I know is that I'm destined to reign alongside Hoseok.

"I love you..." I said through my tears, choking back sobs.

He lovingly caressed my back and kissed my neck, not maliciously, but just to calm me down and distract me for a split second. His kisses never fail to do that, calm me down and make me feel like everything will be okay. I left him once, will he be able to bear it if I left him a second time?

He looks like a strong person, but if I was in his shoes... I would feel so heartbroken to the point where I would never ever in my life believe in the so-called "true love".

"I love you too... my dearest Moon Nymph..." he kissed my hair and I felt my freckles lightly twinkling back to life.

"I know, never doubt of my love for you Jimin... never..."

"I've never doubted you in the first place love."