The Moon Nymph and the Wolf [JimSu Angst AU]

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"The sun loves the moon so much that he dies every night to let her breathe, and in return, she reflects his love." 

[Yoongi's POV]

His kisses were more than just pure bliss. Every moment with him felt magical. If I were to take my last breath, I would be more than happy right now. His touch felt like fire against my skin and my veins rushed with excitement. When have I felt this alive? It's like he makes me blossom. 

"I love you..." he whispered against my lips.

I opened my eyes and stared at his shining silver eyes. I felt my face heat up at his intense stare. I felt my face heat up not from embarrassment, but because his confession was so sudden and so gentle. It was as if he was trying not to break me by this little fact.

"I love you more," and there was that hot liquid that ran down my face, but why? I'm not sad, I'm just jubilant.

"Why is my little Moon Nymph crying?" he asked quietly.

"Because soon or later, we'll both part ways until the next time we meet. I want to stay beside you, I want to always be with you, but if I don't go, then they'll be looking for me, and they'll ban me to never come back into your embrace," I told him.

A white lie. Another little white lie that hid so much meaning and so much pain. I felt his thumbs in my face wipe off the tears that moisturized my pale skin. I felt overjoyed by just the simple action, and pain at the thought of never feeling his warm hands on my skin ever again.

"My beautiful and adorable little Moon Nymph, I will always wait for you, even if it means waiting for you all my life. I already told you, I love you. And I'm not just saying it so that the wind will blow the empty promise away. I'll show you by waiting and respecting you. I'd like to live my life with you, even if it's just by little moments. Even if we part separate ways, my heart and soul will be closer than you think," he softly smiled at me.

"Do you mean it?" I asked him, tears filling my eyes again.

His smile got wider, "With all my being."

He kissed my tears away, every single one that dropped, his full lips kissed them away. Without him knowing, his kisses smoothen out my pain. The love and affection he gave me, it was so unlike what I've experienced with anyone else. I could tell that he loved me because, with actions, he showed his tender love toward me. Not just with useless words of love, but with tender touches and soft kisses. He could heal any pain and make it seem as if that pain didn't exist at all. That's how powerful his impact on me was. I needed him. It was more than a necessity in order to keep me alive. He was the reason why my cold heart was happy. Each heartbeat only whispered my deep love and adoration toward him.

"Never let go of me," I hugged his neck.

"I'll never let go, and that's a promise I'll take to the grave," he kissed my cheek.

"You sure that you won't get tired of always waiting for me?" I asked him.

"Min Yoongi, my little Moon Nymph, my love, my universe, my galaxy, my stars, my moon, my sun, my rain, my pain, my angel, my everything. I'll even let my soulmate pass by for you. I don't care who will try to break us apart, I'll always love you and I'll never get tired of you," he whispered each word in my ear.

I smiled with content and whispered in his ear, "Park Jimin, my heartbeat, my heart, my future, my lover, my boyfriend, my soul, my tears, my blood, and my air. I can't breath when I'm away from you. So always stay by my side, and never leave me; because the moment you do, I'll face away and vanish. I can't shine without you, you make me shine the brightest."

"Oh, do we have a poet now?" he teased.

"Maybe."

"Since when?" he joked.

"Since a couple of seconds ago," I giggled and kissed his lips.

He smiled and returned the kiss back.

I can never tell what makes me feel so at home with him. He makes everything feel okay. He takes my pain away. He has that charisma that changes the mood in everything. Everything he touches, it blossoms. He touched my heart, now it beats. He touched my cheeks, they glow. He touched my tears, they disappear. He touched my lips, my body reacts. He touched my life, and I know that I'll never be the same. That how much he means to me. He makes me feel more than just alive, or have I ever been alive? Have I been dead for all this time? Have I been waiting to be awakened by just the sound of his voice?

When I first hear him sing, I never thought that I would ever hear such a lovely voice on Earth. He could be part of the Star People choir, but he's too good at that, he would shamelessly outshine them all. I wished he was part of my world, or that I was part of his world. That way, we would never part away, we would be talking and laughing day and night. I could be with him forever and never get tired of his company. He would be my husband, and I would be his husband. I can only imagine what we could be, but I know that it'll never happen. We're both from different worlds. We just so happen to have collided in such perfect timing in order to know each other's existence.

For me, it wasn't love at first sight. It was love at first hearing. His voice called me, and I heed his call. He was looking for me, and he found me.