The Moon Nymph and the Wolf [JimSu Angst AU]

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"The black wolf's curse awakes every time that a full moon points in the middle of the sky." 

|Jimin's POV|

I held him tight meanwhile he cried, he seemed so delicate. I guess my song really did touch his beautiful heart. I really hope he remembers the lyrics to the next one I'm about to sing to him.

"Do you want me to sing you another one beautiful?" I asked him.

He nodded his head and giggled, "You know that I do."

I rest his head on my lap as I then get ready to sing once more, I meant to sing this one first, but I wanted him to let me know if that one was good since I thought that the lyrics were childish. But this one took a long time to write, I kept ripping paper after paper and playing my guitar in my free time during school. I wanted it to be perfect.

I got ready to sing as soon as I started to play my guitar. I needed to let him know that he inspired me to be my own light in order to finally reach him, so I need him to do the same. He always says he's not beautiful, but how can I make him see if he refuses? I need to send him the message that even with his unexistent flaws, I would always love him for who he is.

I could feel his attention into my words as I closed my eyes and remember the lyrics by heart and sang them out just the way I wanted them to come out. I wanted him to not only remember the lyrics, but he also needs to know that he is beautiful without me even telling him, even though he should know this by now. I would never get tired of telling him he's beautiful because he really is that breathtaking whenever our eyes meet.

When we first met, I thought that it was just another omega following me around just like some stalker girls in school do when they finally fall for me for my unexistent charms. I'm handsome, I know that, but because of that I've suffered a lot. A lot of girls want me, but I'm only looking for someone who loves me for who I am, not for my looks.

They always compliment me for my looks and for being cool but never has anyone even bothered to tell me what I'm good at. I'm a bit timid when exposing my true talents in front of people, even my parents, and dongsaeng. Though my dongsaeng once caught me singing and I've felt so embarrassed to the point where I only hummed my favorite songs. I used to be so insecure, but with Yoongi, I know that it reaches out to him.

With this little Moon Nymph, my confidence has grown so much more than before. He gives me the strength to bring the best out of me and just let it all out instead of always holding it all in. My music teacher was surprised when she heard me singing when I asked her for her opinion about my singing. Besides Tae, Jungkook, and Yoongi, she's an outsider who has listened to me sing for the first time.

She gave me advice on how to make my high notes more neat and clear. She then took me to her friend in school who's the School Chorus teacher and told me to sing in order for them to have an opinion. I sang with all my being, and when I finished, they gave me extra advice on how to sing better. Certain gestures I had to do, and how to breathe in order to sing longer.

Thanks to them, I was able to not perform the song that has always meant to be for him. When they asked me who wrote the song, I told them that it was my own for a loved someone. Someone who stole my heart in a heartbeat. They melted at my words, I guess I do tend to be ridiculous when I'm in love. But I'm not in love with anyone. I'm in love with the rarest and most amazing creature to ever exist and be part of my life.

My dearest and my loved Min Yoongi, my beautiful and loving Moon Nymph. I wrote this song just for him, and since everyone else liked it, I just so hoped that he would love it as well. And judging by the look of his eyes, he really loved it. Or rather, loved my voice. It seems like it's his favorite thing about me. Not my looks, not my body, but my voice. And I'm just so glad I found someone who found the most precious thing to me to be worthy of worship.

If it was someone else, I would have thought of them a liar if they weren't close to me. But with Yoongi, Iknow that I can always count on his sincere opinion. Because his eyes don't lie when he tells me that I have such a beautiful voice and that he wants to hear all of the songs that have been inspired by him.

I want to be like this with him all the time, relaxing and have a good time. Getting to know each other and fall deeper into this love. He really does bring the best of me, so I have to return the favor to him. I want him to take the best out of himself and know that he can do anything or be anything as long as he puts his mind into it.

When I finally finish singing the song that especially made for him, I gently put my lips in his forehead and whisper an 'I love you' against his cool and smooth skin.

"Is it possible to love someone more than necessary?" he suddenly asked.

I laughed a little and pecked his lips, "Yes love, it is more than possible to love someone more than necessary."

"Then... I love you more than I should," and with that, he supported himself up with his arms and connected our lips together once more.

I promise Min Yoongi... I'll always love you.