The Moon Nymph and the Wolf [JimSu Angst AU]

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"We are all like the bright moon, we still have our darker side." 

[Yoongi's POV]

Maybe it was too quick to call it destiny, maybe it's just a love that can never and will never be. My tears streamed down my face. If only I was just in time to save him... maybe this wouldn't hurt as much than having him away for all my life. Back then, I knew he was okay because he sang for me like he promised he would always have every night. Those beautiful lyrics he wrote about me and him. Finding some way to be together and just... run away from this cruel world.

"You idiot... why did you break your promise...?" I clenched my fists and my nails clawed into my palms. "I fucking love you... Park Jimin."

I scanned his face, he looked so peaceful. He was so breathtaking for an Earth Dweller. I smiled and then remembered, he has some of our ancestor's DNA. Of course, that's where all this beauty comes from. He called me breathtaking, but does he realize how he looks? His soft features and his small button nose with those smooth and thick lips of him. I would just melt in his hands in I could.

But what really made my heart flutter, was the fact that he bought me a jacket to warm me up this summer night. Did he really think of me as far as to let me borrow one of his jackets? That really the sweetest thing someone has ever done for me. No one ever made sure I felt warm and safe, only him. With Hoseok, it was different. I felt comfortable with him and I could trust him with all my secrets. But that was it, I was always scared to make the wrong move with him or saying something bad to him. But with this Earthling, I didn't have to worry about a thing.

I smiled as I traced his lips. They were as smooth as I had imagined. I pressed my finger lightly, and it was softer than I've expected. Jimin took in a sharp breath and I retrieved my hand and caressed his soft platinum blonde hair once more. He relaxed once more and his cheek was pressed against my thigh. My Moon Nymph clothes didn't cover much of my body, so when his cheek touched my thigh, I felt a rush of heat replace the cold that I've been feeling.

I felt my freckles shining again, my heart racing and hammering against my chest. If I could, I could stare at him sleep all night long and rest in his arms all day long as I slept and let him keep me warm and feeling safe in his embrace. I loved this feeling. It was as if I finally found the piece that I was missing. How could that be possible? I barely know him, would I really be in love with him?

I had to be, I couldn't stop looking at him and feel satisfied with just touching his hair and feeling his heat radiate off of me to keep us both warm and the breeze in Summer started to blow a little. I didn't feel cold, rather, I felt really warm, especially where his cheek made contact with my thigh. He was burning me and I loved every second of it.

If I was ice, I would gladly meet my destiny and melt at his own touch. If it meant being held in his embrace, I wouldn't regret it even if I lived for only one second. My heart... it felt calm yet nervous just looking at him. I lightly decided to trace this sculpture resting in my thighs. His beautifully soft and short eyelashes. His big and pouty lips. His chubby cheeks. I wanted to squish him and never let him go. I sighed and just kept staring at him sleeping like the angel that he is.

When I was sure that it was about to be dawn, I looked over the horizon and sighed in disappointment. I would have to leave soon. I licked my lips and thought for a while before I planted my lips onto his hot forehead.

"I'm sorry, but I really have to go now..." I sighed and slowly lifted his head up carefully from my thighs and shrugged the jacked from my left shoulder and took it off and put it on the ground. I put his head slowly on it and he sighed. I smiled and watched him sleep for some more and then slowly walked away and then decided to go to the speed of light up to where I belong, in this cold space where his warmth couldn't warm me up.

I sighed sadly and tried to picture him as I left him, with his leather jacket under his messy hair and his plump lips slightly parted. I licked my lips and my freckles started to glow once more. I yawned as the Sun King then kissed Jin Good-Day and Moon King Seokjin went to rest behind the clouds and sleep. I smiled and closed my eyes.

"Good Morning, Jimin... Have a good day," I smiled to myself, I knew he wouldn't hear me, but I didn't care. I just wanted to wish him a great day, he's really special to me.

I buried my face in my cloud bed and slightly giggled, I felt my heart quiver in my chest and I felt my freckles shining brighter than usual. I felt like a little kid, even though I was now 19, I felt like I was 6 again.

"You have a strong effect on me, Park Jimin... what have you done to me? Do I really love you? Is that why I'm so fond of you?" I yawned harder and decided to call it a day. I really need my rest if I wanted to visit him again, when Hoseok decided to stop by, I'll tell him all about it. I'll ask him how the girl and him have been as well. But right now, I wanna dream with Jimin.