Paul Brothers Sad One Shots

Impaulsive with Jake Paul

( They were talking about Jake life until Mike menciones Anxiety and that take to a reveal)
Mike: so you mencioned before you deal with Anxiety. What is like for you?
Logan: you say before that you want to reveal the secret. Are sure you gonna do that you dont need to.
Jake: yes bro i think is time. And what better place them here.
Spencer: what you guys talking about?
L: you about to find out
J: I hid a secret from basicaly everyone for about 2 years now. I was diagnosed with depression in 2017.
M: what?!?
L: yes guy a big fucking secret
S: so can you Tell as the context and why would hide?
J: so like everyone knows 2017 was a Crazy year and i start to lose myself. Erika realized that i was quieter them normal and she was worry about. One day after a really bad day i had a episode, a start breaking things at the house. Rik got scared of me and that broke me complety. She talk me in therapy and thats when i found out about the depression.
M: wow... I never imagined that. So why hide ?
J: i didnt want to be treat different, so i made a deal with Erika and we told my Mom and dad. Tony and Chance figured out too.
S: what about Logan?
L: this i can anwser. I found out on january of 2018 by aciddent actually.
M: why didnt you tell your brother?
J: i..hm..
L: he didnt want to tell me because i was one of the reason It all start.
S:we dont need to get on this Topic
JL: thanks
L:Mind telling how you headle the situacion.
J: i start therapy and low dose of anti depressive.
M: do you still take them?
J: i start taking them again about 2 months ago.
S: why you stop taking them?
J: my head was a better place. Erika help so much, she was always there. She was my anchor.
M: the break up is the reason you start taking the medicine again?
J:yes, i..
L: you dont need to tell that part if dont want to.
J: i want to, put all in the table.
L: i proud little brother. So tell us
J: i didnt took the break up very well, this is one the reason why i know Erika even she was hurth didnt want to let me go. She was scare i fall back in that headspace. But i ended things and It was hard. I cant Logie can you tell what happen?
L: are you sure?
J:yes please
L: okay.. So after the break up Jake start closing everyone out of his life. One night after a round of hate he got a bottle and start drinking. So eventually he lost, he got his gun and start screaming that he was done with all and wanted to leave. By this point Tony had call me, so i get to the house i see my little brother in that situacion i try calming him down. After about 20 minutes i take the gun from him .
J: you Skip the part were you risk your life for me.
M: what you mean?
J: he saw i wasnt putting the gun down, so he try taking with force. The gun went off, Thank god It only scrap his stomach
S: OMG .. so that is real reason he got stiches.
J: yes It scare the crap of me and everyone on the house when he fall with blood on his shirt.
(At this point everyone had tears on his eyes)
L: i hurth you once Jakey and i promise you that nothing would huth you again even If i had to die for that.
J: if you die i die. If you fight i fight remeber that vow we took.
L: i never going to forget.
( The brothers hug )
M: this episode took a turn
S: indeed
J:i think we got emocial
L: you think Guy kk
S: so why tell now?
J: is a 2019 plan leave everything out, blank page.
M: you are stronger them we think
L: he is. So next question
Monday came along and the word found the secret Jake hide for so long.
Jake felt good letting all out, even If the haters had a party about that.
Jake story show us that we never know what is happing behind the cameras, in this case we got Lucky but sometines hate kills.