It started with a call
And ended with me in a brawlShe said she would come home early
And I began to worryI sent a fearful email
As I began to paleWhen I got to my house
I turned into my usual form, the mouseShe sat at the table
Looking quite unstableWhen she saw me, she shouted for me to come
All I wanted to do was runShe got up, eyes set on me
She started to scream at me like a bansheeShe grabbed me and threw me against the kitchen counter
She managed to get even louderShe grabbed the plates resting on the table
And threw them at me, and yes it was painfulThen she heard my phone make a sound
And I knew the email I sent would be foundShe read it, and then wrote back
She looked back at me and looked ready to attackShe grabbed my shoulders and shook me
When I started to cry and breakdown she let me freeShe looked me over
And somehow turned colderShe made a disgusted face
And told me to clean up the placeWhen I did
She mumbled under her breath that she wished she could get rid of her kidShe told me to go to my room
And locked me in to my doomI sat alone, on my mattress
Wishing away this madnessA part of me wanted a hug from my mother
Even though she made me sufferI needed family, someone who would hug me
And tell me they loved meBut all I had was myself
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Walled In
PoetryI'm stuck, trapped within these tight walls, stuck in this neverending cycle of abuse. I'm walled in within this world of pain. There is an escape, please, come find it with me in these poems. A collection of poems about abuse on all levels.