I feel so strongly
I feel so moved
My brain in a tornado
Of all of this I can't explain
Neverending emotions
Heart racing
Tears cascading
Trembling
But mentally,
I'm cataclysmically tumbling into an abyss
Rising, falling, fading, shotguns, power
I don't want to feel
At all
Because all I feel
Makes me want to end
It's incomprehensible
These
Emotions
I want to eradicate these feelings
Because I can't
Continue
In this life
When I'm
distraught
When I'm
consumed
Wrapped and warped
There's no point dedicating
every fibre of my being
To search high and low
For any words
That can conjure up
What I mean
It's alien
It's not meant to be here in my brain
It's a plague
It's not meant to be up here
I can't find the words
To explain
Just how I feel
Impossible
Besides
Who would listen anyway?
It's a life I can't live with
It's a life that can't live with me
But I can't live without it
Sick
Right to the core
Ill
Dying
I need someone to save me
Crying
Useless
Who
The
Fuck
Cares
....
....
There's so much more
Than just the surface
It's a horrific deep deep world
Up here
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Bonded With Tears (7)
PoetryA poetry book. A semi-story based loosely on real life events, mainly my emotions amplified on paper. Also linked to the idea of homelessness.
