After the rain

This damn heart

"I don't know what you think, but this screams for an explanation." The man, or better the teen that was called Hyunjin seemed rather confused than mad. Changbin had helped Felix onto the couch again, but the blondie was tired from sleeping. He sat straight now, his legs aching dully, but his mind was alright again, as if there'd been a trigger that had been pulled the second, he had heard Changbin's voice. Hyunjin was tall, taller than Changbin and taller than him. He had short, raven-black hair, smooth and nicely tanned skin, dark eyes and the face of a doll. For short: he was beautiful. He resembled a very pretty woman, just that he was a man.

"Hyunjin..." Changbin spoke up, standing beside Felix. "This is Felix." He was strangely amazed at how beautiful his name sounded when Changbin spoke. "Aha... and why do you have a disabled kid inside your house?" Felix huffed, this guy annoyed him. "I'm not disabled." 'Opposite from you' He bit his tongue to not actually let those words out. Hyunjin didn't even give him a look, his pitch-black eyes were glued to Changbin. "Why is he here, Hyung?" Felix felt the bitter taste of jealousy as the other called Changbin this way. He didn't know why, he just didn't want the tall boy to call Changbin hyung or anything else. Actually, he didn't even want him to be here. What a nuisance.

"He got hurt and I helped him." Changbin seemed pressured and embarrassed even and Felix asked himself why. "You helped him? Did you know him before?" To Felix, Hyunjin sounded like an angry girlfriend. "No, I..." Changbin wanted to answer, but his phrase faded away when he looked up and met Hyunjin's glaring eyes. "Jerk..." Hyunjin muttered, looking away.

"Idiot. Dickhead. Why would you help him, punk..." he turned to Felix, bending over slightly with his arms crossed and Felix felt himself shrinking. He didn't know one single stare could make him go silent and small like this, but Hyunjin's eyes were piercing enough to make him break eye contact. "Felix, huh?" The blondie felt anger rising inside his chest. "Must be happy to be alive." His voice sounded so mucking, but he got a grip on himself before he calmly looked up again, smiling softly. "Yes, Hyung treats me very well." He wanted to show Hyunjin a cold site of him, after all, he didn't like him very much. He knew that even if he knew him for only a few minutes by now. Hyunjin huffed, smiling. "You're really... pretty." Felix felt his face heating up at those words.

"Why are you here?" Changbin suddenly seemed annoyed and crossed his arms as well. "I just wanted to check on you, that's it. After all, you're using my house as hiding place." Hyunjin backed away, closing up the short distance between him and Changbin. Felix grumbled inaudibly. He didn't want them to be close. "And I see you're fine. So fine you're even sharing everything I'm giving you with a complete stranger..." he threw a quick glance at Felix. "A waste of time and care, look at him." It was so humiliating, not being able to respond, not being able to fight back. "One kid less in the world is nothing to worry about. I don't think I need to tell you."

"You don't need to tell me because I didn't ask you. I'm fine, bring some more food next time, okay?" Changbin sounded so hard and cold it was almost scary, yet he was smiling. "I didn't ask to use your hut, you wanted me to. And I didn't want to see you today, it was your decision." Changbin smirked and Felix thought he could see Hyunjin shaking for less than a split second. The taller one's stare was piercing. "Fine." Hyunjin finally said, it sounded pressed. "I'll see you tomorrow..."

Changbin felt bad, talking to the younger like this when he brought him to the door, opening it for him. A few days ago, he had wished for Hyunjin to be with him more than just once a week, but now he wanted him to leave. Actually, he wanted to mind the incident of Hyunjin and Felix meeting. "Jinnie..." he murmured when the tall, young man walked past him, stepping outside as well and closing the door behind him. Hyunjin stood quiet, obviously upset. "Uhm..." he didn't know what to say. Hyunjin didn't move for a while, what felt like a painfully long time. Then, he turned his head back, a soft ray of orange glowing sunlight fell over his face from behind him and Changbin swallowed. No matter what, he couldn't deny the fact that Hyunjin's aesthetic look was absolutely stunning. So beautiful.