After the rain

Old filth

He was ungently woken up the next day. Or was it night? He didn't know, he only knew that something cut off his breath and made him choke in panic. He ripped his eyes open, gasping for air.

Hyunjin stared down on him with piercing eyes, his face calm though. Felix held back a cough, his heart was racing inside his chest and he tried to keep calm as well, but failed. Hyunjin squeezed him down into the couch, practically sitting on him now and pressing his fingertips into the younger's soft skin. "Sorry, barbie." He whispered, bending down so his face was so close to Felix's he could feel the other's breath on his neck. "You stand no chance at all." Felix shuddered when Hyunjin's icy feeling lips touched his jaw, but he couldn't bring himself to push him off, or hit him. No, strangely, when ever Hyunjin touched him all his strength was... gone somehow. He was weak against him, even though he knew the technique.

"You're weak." Hyunjin muttered, hands loosening around Felix's neck and the ginger looked up fiercely. "You're ugly." The younger snorted back, feeling anger rising inside his chest and he squirmed against Hyunjin a little. "I'm what?" the other got angry as well, leaning in closer to Felix. "Ugly!" Felix was shouting now, his own hands grabbing Hyunjin by his collar. "I'm pretty." Hyunjin bit his lip and the younger knew he hurt a soft spot.

"You don't know what you're doing, barbie!" Hyunjin spat. "You don't know either!" Felix felt furious as he grabbed Hyunjin by his neck after he freed his hands. "Brat!" Hyunjin shouted, coming closer, even though Felix tried his best to push him off. "Ugly! He was not scared. He was not scared of someone like Hyunjin.

"That's hot." The sudden voice let both of them jump in surprise and Hyunjin sat up properly, but not letting the younger one go. Changbin stood in the doorframe, leaning his shoulder to the wall and looking at them. He stood in a shade, his face was almost covered from the shadow, but Felix thought he could see him smirking. "If I were you, I'd be glad..." he spoke to Felix when he stepped closer, his hands in his pockets. He stood beside Hyunjin, tilting his head and looking at the black haired one now. "He's a pretty one, right?" Hyunjin swallowed and Felix knew exactly that the other was waiting for Changbin to compliment him as well. However, he blushed at the eldest's words. Changbin found him pretty.

The eldest laid his hand on Hyunjin's back, pulling him closer and whispering something to his ear and Felix wanted to hear as well, but stood quiet because he knew it was not for his ears. Hyunjin turned back, looking at Felix and laid his hands gently around the younger's neck, letting his own tall body sink down onto him and Felix felt suffocated when Hyunjin stopped right in front of his face. He was so close and Felix swallowed hard. Then, the black haired pressed himself onto Felix, locking their lips and pushing his tongue into the other's mouth.

He was powerless. Felix felt himself melting and Hyunjin grabbed the back of his head, driving his long finger's through the younger's orange hair and pressing him even closer. They were one. Just like they had been before.

"C'mon Felix, you like it!" Changbin's voice sounded somehow cheerful, threatening and demanding on the other side, but Felix felt himself relaxing immediately. Changbin wanted to see this. So, Felix would give it to him.

Gasping for air, Felix grabbed Hyunjin's skinny waist, blushing. He felt embarrassed actually when he inhaled sharply as their lips parted for less than a second. He felt Hyunjin moving on him, his body was alive and Felix found it intense almost how much he got turned on just by... him. He was breathing unevenly, had his eyes half closed and Felix asked himself what the other was thinking right now. Drool was running down his cheek when the black haired one pulled away, panting slightly, his hands now on the youngest's face.

He didn't know why, but all of sudden, the anger he inwardly held towards Hyunjin was all gone.

Hyunjin was a living human made of flesh and blood, his heart was beating hammer-like inside his ribcage, a framework of bones that held his body together. Hyunjin was alive. And Felix found that somehow... addicting.