After the rain

Herzensmensch

ger. Herzensmensch : eng. somebody you love from the bottom of your heart

Felix liked this side of Hyunjin a lot more than the cold and harsh one he had known before. When the elder slid his hands up Felix's still clothed back, he felt something he hadn't felt in quiet a while: safe. Instead of being unpredictable and changing his mind like every day, Hyunjin seemed to know what he wanted and he aimed for this. And Felix found that pretty attractive.

"How are you?" Hyunjin breathed next to Felix's ear, his hot and moist breath ghosting over the side of his face and he shuddered. Hyunjin was, compared to Changbin, a giant, so tall and broad Felix felt like drowning when he leaned in closer, feeling the other's strong muscles on his chest when he pressed himself to him. His heart thudded so calmly inside his ribcage, yet so hard. As if there was a monster locked inside, a beast that screamed for release and Felix wanted to free this need inside of Hyunjin so badly. "Fine." He hushed, looking up cupping Hyunjin's face gently. "Sure?" The elder threw a quick and questioning glance to his legs, before he locked his eyes once again with Felix's. "They're almost healed..." he lied. He was actually sure they'd have healed if Changbin hadn't beat him that hard.

Hyunjin leaned down, pressing sweet kisses to his neck and Felix closed his eyes. He was cold and Hyunjin was hot, every touch felt like fire on his skin and he loved it. On one side he felt glad that Hyunjin wanted him to stay, on the other side he felt angst. Changbin was so much more unpredictable than Hyunjin and Felix feared him, the same time found himself unable to leave, or to say 'stop'.

Felix closed his eyes, locking Changbin out of his mind for a moment. He slung his arms around Hyunjin's neck, feeling the elder's strong hands on his waist, so firm, yet to careful. "Hyunjin..." he whispered shakily when the said one let one hand slip down into his trousers. "You like that, huh?" he didn't see his face, but Felix knew Hyunjin was smirking. "You're like a doll, no, you're even more... fragile." Hyunjin murmured unconsciously, bringing his face right in front of Felix's, he was breathing heavily already, his voice was hoarse and Felix felt his heartbeat speeding up. 'He's so handsome...' he thought, leaning in and pressing a peck to Hyunjin's perfect lips. He felt him grinning against him, deepening the kiss almost forcefully and Felix felt himself melting into the other. "You sure like me a lot, do you?" Hyunjin broke the kiss, breathing next to his ear and Felix shuddered slightly. "I do." He hummed, feeling the taller one's hand cupping his face. "That's good." He smirked, placing his hands beside Felix's head, leaning in closer.

Hyunjin pressed himself to Felix, letting one leg slide between Felix's and the blondie gasped as he felt elder moving against his crotch. "Don't worry." Hyunjin huffed amusedly, leaning down to press his lips to Felix's.

Felix was so much more... feminine and softer than Changbin. Hyunjin felt like touching a cloud as he drove his hands over Felix's petite body, pressing the tiny man closer to himself as he slid one hand down the younger one's muscular thigh. He loved this, having the control over someone else than Changbin. Well, maybe because he couldn't quiet control Changbin that much, but Felix was a whole new level. Felix was so tame and obedient that it was almost scary. Hyunjin still liked it. How Felix let it all happen. How he didn't resist and didn't speak back, how ready and willing he was. Such a tease. However, Hyunjin liked it.

The black-haired man sat on the bed comfortably, leaning his back onto the wall behind him and looking down onto Felix, who was sleeping again. Inhaling deeply, he blinked. It was strange, how he understood Changbin all of sudden. He knew exactly how he felt, because he himself felt just the way. Felix was... addicting. There's some strange thing on him that made him attractive, but Hyunjin couldn't quiet name it. Precious, charming Felix, he wanted to break this joyful, innocent and pure human. However, the same time he wanted to hold him and keep him all to himself. He wanted to shield him from all the cruelty and misery in the world, but he still wanted to have him. Felix should belong to him. Changbin had no right to claim Felix, the youngest one liked Hyunjin more anyway. Right? How willing Felix was and had been, how welcoming and trusting after just a few conversations, Hyunjin found it absolutely amazing to have this much power over someone so... strong. Believe it or not, Felix was tough as hell. Even after an accident, broken legs and a memory lapse, he was still smiling. He was still thinking normally, if you can call it like that, he was neither panicking nor planning his escape.