Mini chapter!
I think I may be going crazy.
Maybe not going crazy, so much as driving myself crazy. No sooner have I shut myself up about Storm, than I'm suddenly captivated by Steven. And then Natasha arrives, and it's Storm all over again. Even though he's God knows where, hating my guts right now, and I've known him for less than a week.
I met him on Monday, unable to talk to him, and now it's Thursday, able to talk to him... if I knew where he was. Well done, Rosa, that didn't take long. Must be a record - quickest infatuation. And craziest - he's not even human! Nowhere near! He lives for hundreds of years. He's gorgeous. He's completely grey. He lives in another world. He probably has a girlfriend. He's crazily intelligent, cleverer than me, top-set-everything girl.
He hates me.
I hate me.
This is stupid. I'm going to become the emo-ish girl who doesn't believe in love. I don't believe in love. Not 'true love', not love love, not Twilight together forever love. I believe in crushes... but one day, I'm convinced you'll get tired, or fight, or cheat. I can write about it all I want, daydream, speculate and draw the perfect person... but when it comes to how large I think my chances are, and do you think you'l have a steady boyfriendin ten years... zero, zilch, nada, nothing.
I'm being dragged out of diary-mode due to maths.
Rosa
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