I awake to the sound of someone gagging, and spilling the contents from their stomach into a toilet.
"Um.. You okay?" I whisper to Lucy.
"Oh hey, roomie! Never better!" She replies with a smile. Like it was no big deal that she was just puking her guts out.
"Um, would you like some" I clear my throat.
"Water?"
"Oh god no, that's all I've consumed in the past 48 hours! Only 24 more to go!"
I'm so confused.
I just wanna go home.
"Wait.. You said you were trying to get better." I stutter.
"Fuck recovery." Was all she said before shoving her finger down her throat, and me turning away.
It was probably one of the most terrifying things I've seen.
I just want Luke.
"Can I make a call?" I speak to the guard.
"It's late." Is all he says.
"Can I make a call.? I'm missing home. My dad will be awake."
"Fine. But family calls only." He grunts.
.
"Hey." I whisper.
"Oh.. Hey.. Uh.. Can I call you later?" I hear Luke sounding like he's out of breath.
"Luke, come here babyyy!" I hear some girl slurring her words, followed by Luke shushing her.
"Oh.." Am I going insane?
"Emily.. It's not what it sounds li-" and I hung put the phone. My head is spinning, my heart is pounding and I'm going to vomit any second.
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"Emily? Emily, Hun. Wake up." The guard is speaking.
It was a freaking dream.
All of it.
Lucy throwing up,
Luke with another girl,
All a dream. The bad thing was, I was still in this damn place for two more months. It's amazing watching how much Lucy has changed, it's amazing how much I've changed.
But i want out.
Now.
"What the hell happened to you man?" Lucy chuckled at me.
"Language." The guard huffs.
"Oh suck my ass, John." And with that bubbles of laughter erupted from my mouth.
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Guys I'm sorry this sucks. I'm in a bad mood. I've been crying. I just wanna sleep. So, I'll do a better update tomorrow. Bye.
