SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SOMEONE GET HOLY WATER HUURRY READ AT YOUR OWN RISK BC I SUCK AT THIS OMG
I felt like my head was spinning. I've never had sex. I am so far from ready. He has to be lying.
"Was... Luke.. I think you've got it wrong..." I'm literally shaking.
"Baby, I've never been with anyone else in my life. It had to be you."
"Was.. was I.. good?" I'm so embarrassed, I feel like I'm gonna cry.
Luke runs his hand down my arm, getting closer.
"It was amazing."
And thats when I guess I had one of these things I'll apparently have where flashbacks of forgotten memories return to my head.
*Flashback [SMUTTTTT]*
"Luke, I can't fathom the thought of leaving you here all alone for.. God knows how long without fulfilling your sexual desires." I sarcastically and sexually speak into his ear as my hand slides up his thigh.
Luke groans so I'm guessing I'm doing something right.
I start laughing.
"Why the hell are you laughing?" he breathlessly speaks.
"I'm trying to be all sexual and I don't have a damn clue what I'm doing." im laughing way too hard.
Just go for it, Emily.
All laughing is hushed and Luke is pushed against the bed, with me straddling his lap.
"Please go put that on before we do it without one." I giggle.
Luke rushes to the bathroom, and I exhale through my mouth. You can do this, Emily.
I literally dont know what its gonna feel like, not the slightest clue. I'm so damn nervous. But so damn ready.
How Luke is gonna come out, I don't know. Is he just gonna walk out, all naked, or is he gonna come out clothed?
Somewhere between all of this, I decided to get up and walk in there, to move the process along before the mood is gone. As I walk in, he is completely naked, sitting on the toilet, laughing really hard.
"You okay..?" I giggle and he just goes still, and looks up at me, covering his.. area immediately. Suddenly, something drips on my forehead. I look up, and there it is. That poor unused condom is on the bathroom light, melting. Luke starts wheezing, and start laughing, and I'm worried the mood is gone.
I begin to wash my face off and Luke comes up behind me and starts kissing my neck. Reminding you, he is naked. My eyes flutter closed and I tilt my head to the side, giving him more access. He turns me around, and kisses me. The kiss was slow, and taunting. I press my chest against him, and reach into the bathroom droor to grab another condom. I try and gather up the knowlage of having to put one of these things on a cucumber in sex ed, and begin slowly sliding it down. Luke whimpers in my ear, and I kiss his jaw. When did i become like this. I feel like i need to go get a bible and read every page over and over again.
"I'm about to bang you over the sink. Please stop teasing me." His voice cracks and his choce of words makes me laugh.
As we walk to the bedroom, my clothes fall to the floor in a path, and now im just in my bra and underwear. Luke begins kissing my stomach, left to right. For some reason, he freezes at my arms, though. And then I remember. He takes extra time, making sure to kiss every old mark on my arm, and I feel like they disolve.
"This may hurt, I don't know. If it does.. we an stop Please. Make me stop if it hurts, baby. "
And let me add, it hurt so so bad. Did I make him stop, hell no.
After awhile things started to get easier and I felt a burning in my stomach, which was the best feeling ive evr felt in my life, in the end.
*end of flashback*
"That was.. the best night of my life." I smile.
"You remember?" Luke looks like hes gonna pee himself.
"Even the melted condom part."
He starts laughing and grabs my hand
"Maybe melted condom will be oour always?" He laughs.
"Okay."
"Melted condom?"
"Melted condom."
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THIS SUCKED SO MUCH BUT OKAY anyway this is the update. yay. anyway, this is my fail attempt at smut because yay me. Anyway im so sorry
