{song for this chapter// I'm in here-piano/vocal version by Sia.}
I still feel the tingling in my toes. I'm still feeling that aching pain in my body every time I "move"
I still can't move.
I'm still in this damn coma and I'm so tired of it.
I wanna kiss Luke.
I wanna see my mom.
I wanna see Ryen. I wanna be able to meet new people, and go to college.
I want Luke to know I'm here. I'm still here. I'm not leaving. But I can't. And let me tell you, it fucking sucks.
Luke is sitting in a chair by my bed, holding my hand.
"I love you baby." A tear falls from Luke's face, onto my arm.
I love you more, baby.
"Just please.. Don't leave me. You're my world. My rock. You're my life. Everything I do revolves around you. I can not imagine a world without you.
Baby, please." He's whispering between his sobs.
Don't cry, baby. I'm not going anywhere.
I need to show him I'm still here.
I need control.
I struggle and fight against my body, but it does nothing.
I need my heart to beat faster. Show him it's still beating.
I need him to kiss me.
But it won't happen, obviously, because my damn arms won't do shit, my whole body is just a freaking waste.
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This chapter could not have possibly sucked more. But the next chaPTER WILL BE VERY IMPORTANT AND I WILL HAVE IT UP BY TONIGHT BUT IM GOING BACK TO BED BC I THREW UP AND NOW IM SLEEPY K BYE
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