1 Month & 31 Days (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

When I woke up this morning my eyes were burning from all that crying i did. Still sad but It didn't matter to me..

I got a knock on my door this morning. As I answered I saw Joe. Before he could say anything.. SLAM. I closed the door on him.. I don't need to see him. 

I went and made some breakfast and got dressed. I went down to Saedi and smiled and went outside.

I took a ton of photos of plants and buildings. I went to see a movie. I went to the park and swang on the swing. Weeee. I was really bored after all my activites.. so I went back to the apartment and went on my phone. I took a few selfies. They were hideous.. I then watched some tv.. boring. boring. boring tv. I gave up of what to do. .-. At least tomorrow will be better hanging at the beach relaxing. I went back and made some dinner.

I made some chicken and rice. 

Saedi came into the kitchen and helped me out due to my tiredness. She told me she invited Malee if that was fine? I snarled and nodded i guess.

When Malee came she kept giving me dirty looks. Wtf did I do? Saedi went to get something and as I tried making a friendly conversation with Malee, Malee told me to stfu. 

RUDE

I excused myself and started thinking about my school where I get bullied all day.. I started cutting myself. Everyone in this world hates me.

Parents

Malee

even my friends.. I feel used.

But mostly..

Joe hates me.

I want to commit sucide.. I hate my life to much to even live here anymore. I cutted my arm.. "Ow." It hurts so much but must... cut... more. Saedi screamed my name and I walked in putting a jacket on to cover my cutted wrists. I ate some chicken and looked down at the floor just thinking..

I finished and left the table going into my room. I saw the blood flowing out onto my jacket. I tried stopping the blood but I couldn't. I cut to deep I think. I started losing my breath and passed out fainting. 

Saedi came running in seeing me. She screamed and called 911 crying and screaming. 

"HELLO 911!? PASSED OUT GIRL HELP!" She screamed.

The ambulance came and took me to the hospital. Not knowing what happend they stitched my arms up and gave me a breathing mask. I woke up and saw Saedi standing there freaking out.

"IM SO GLAD YOUR OKAY!" she said in a crying nervous voice.

Malee was also there with Joe.. Joe came over and looked at me. I wanted him to leave so I told the nurse to make him leave. Which he did. I smiled and stood up breathing fine. I asked if I could go and they said for me to take it easy. I went out with Saedi and I could tell she was scared out of her whole mind. I started coughing and smiled. I went into the car and we drove to the apartment.

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AUTHORS NOTES:

Okay im sorry for all these short short short chapters but im running out of ideas O_O 

Don't worry i have alot for the next ones..

So then 9 will be long i promise! k bai :3