klance oneshots

Envy ( Final )

Lance Pov:
Darkness takes over my eyesight as I stumble to the ground. Half of the reason I can't see at the moment is from tears i'm holding back, the other half is because i'm an idiot.

After what Keith said I couldn't handle being called out anymore. I didn't want the person I looked up to the most, my rival, my crush, to make me feel so horrible. So, I decided to try at get out of here. There is only one window in my room so I grabbed the nearest thing I could think of and hit it against my chance of escape. Again. And again. And again.
I heard shouts coming from outside my door. My eyes were already blurring up but now I feel a strange sensation. I look down and see it. Blood. Gasping for air I drop the object and look around at what I had just done. Broken items everywhere. Glass shards in my skin. Funny enough, the window has no dents or even a sign of disruption. Of course. We're in space after all. Someone is still yelling my name but I don't focus on that, I focus on my hand. I look at the glass shards piercing my skin leaving trails tiny trails of blood flowing down to the ground. Sitting down by the door I call out,
"Everything's fine."

Keith's Pov:
Everything's not fine. As soon as I ran towards Lances room I didn't hesitate to open the door. It was locked but I kept pushing, yelling out Lances name over and over again almost matching with the sound of glass breaking over and over again. It finally stopped but so did the loud sobs coming from Lance.
"Lance?" I day again. Hesitantly, worried that saying the wrong thing might cause the events to happen all over again.
"Everything's fine." I hear a out of breath, worried Lance whisper almost sounding as if he was saying it to himself.
"Lance, unlock the door for me ok?"
No response. Only short breaths and the sobbing starts again.
"I-I'm sorry Keith." Lance nearly cries out.
"Lance just open the door for me and we can work this out ok. I promise you everything will be fine-"
"No." Lance says cutting me off.
"Everything will not be fine. Dammit, i've repeated these words over and over again. It's like a song that's stuck in your head. But this time, i can't get it out." I can almost hear the self loathing in Lances voice. It felt so strange to hear Lance talk like that. He wasn't supposed to be insecure, he's Lance! He's the one who makes jokes at the wrong time. He's the one who constantly try's to one up me.
"You've never told us this. We could've helped you. You didn't have to suffer alone." I exclaim still shocked after hearing the sudden confession.
"You never asked." Lance says almost so quietly I almost cant hear him. Those 3 words make my heart break. How could he not trust us. We're supposed to be a team.
"Lance open the door, please."
No answer, just a few sniffles.
I sigh, here goes nothing.
"If you don't want to open the door fine. But at least here me out. Lance McClain you are the best sharpshooter there is. No one could ever replace you. So what if your not fine everyday. You don't need to smile 24/7 to make us happy. You don't have to fake a joke or even a laugh to make us smile. Just your presence is enough for us. For me. Please don't think any less of yourself because I promise you I will make you happy if your not able to. I will help find that happiness, whether it be so far down you can't find it, and bring it to the surface. And that's a promise."
Click.
The door cracks open the show a teary eyed Lance holding his hand. Blood.
"Lance what the fuck!" I rush towards him gently removing his grasp to see what the damage is.
"I kind of hurt my hand... its not that ba-"

Lances POV:
Keith hugs me. Even though there's blood getting on his clothes, he hugs me. Full on embraces me.
"Stop. Tell me the truth, please." Keith says gently in my ear. I wait a few seconds before finally giving up and telling him everything. All my thoughts, feelings, worthiness, sadness, and even secrets i've never told anyone.

After what seems like hours, Keith and Lance bond. All while taking care of Lances hand by bandaging it up. The rest of the group left Lance and Keith alone after they check up on them to see Lance laying on Keith's lap telling a very descriptive story of the time he tripped down the stairs at home and broke his nose. Keith also talks about his childhood, or what he can remember of it. As Lance listens to Keith, he moves up on his elbows and gives Keith a kiss out of the blue. Keith, face bright red looks at Lance half shocked and half amused.
"What was that for?" He asks, almost teasingly.
"Thank you, I don't know why I envied you."
"Envied me?"
"Yes"
"Like, you were jealous of me?"
"Yes"
"But, why?"
"Cause your really cute." Lance says adding a wink.
"Oh shut up." Keith says giggling, obviously flustered.
"Never, mullet."

The End

Thank you so much for reading this and if you're still here, i'm so sorry for how long it's taken to finish this. I've already explained so i won't go into full detail, but thank you for sticking around. There will most likely be errors and it might not make sense cause I woke up from a nap because i'm sick and automatically thought of how to end it after a long period of writers block. Anyway please leave comments because those boost my self confidence!!
Love you all <3
-m