(about heartache, etc. when you wanna have a reason to want them to stay with you all the time and be with them all the time but you can't think of a fake reason and you can't tell them the real one so you just let em go.)
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and as I lie here in the darkness,
I wonder if I'll be able to control my itching fingers from texting you.
or if I'll be able to stop myself from calling out your name to stay next time you say goodbye.
or if I'll ever get over everything I'll someday have to get over.
...because right now, it all seems pretty damn hard to do.
YOU ARE READING
best friends. that's all.
Puisiloving your straight best friend sucks. that's pretty obvious. ...and that's it. there is no happy ending. they're straight, you're not. you can't change them, just like they can't change you. simple as that. end of story. ~ a collection of sad rela...
