A mistake-I proved right

IT SUCKS

ok guys....

First of all....HIIIIIII

how have you all been?

I hope good...unlike me

ok so this is not an update and i am sorry if i disappointed you guys but there are a few things that i wanted to let you guys know

1. Life hasnt been going great for me since i last appeared here and that one of the many reasons for me being MIA and i know that noone really cares about what happens in my life but i just wanted to rant to somebody and not be judge by them, so i thought of you guys. 

2.And, because of that i wasnt feeling like writing things and during the end of last month, i would write a single like then delete it, then write again and delete it again and the process went on...i know i am not that great of a writer but i just couldnt come up with something that would look appealing to me at the least but then when i found it in me and started writing and i was almost at the last chapter of this story when something happened something that left me miserable, MY DRAFT GOT DELETED.....MY WHOLE WORK OF THREE WEEKS GOT DELETED

i dont know if you guys will find it stupid but for me it was my everything and i cried for like hours trying ways to recover it and the worst part is i couldnt fine anyone to blame because it was ME who did that and that made the pain double.

I am thinking about taking a break from writing because i dont think anything good is happening these days...and its making me sad at its finest.

Hell...i dont even know if i want to even write anymore...its just like we can say some things happen and you are not the same anymore.

i really dont know what to do?

Please tell me guys, what should i do.....coz at this point, i really don't know

Bye, i guess

Love 

Pari

P.S: thank you for taking the time to read this.