Never Again

Ch.1 Never

Major TW: depression , Abuse, S/H , eating disorders/ body image issues (please don't read this to purposely trigger yourself)

Kirishima POV:
My groan of disappointment could be heard anywhere. The dreaded noise of my alarm feels me with the reminder, I'm sadly still alive. I'm trying to get myself out of bed but without a reason it feels impossible. And my "bed" is so warm... ughhh fuck. I drag myself out of bed and into the bathroom. I take an almost empty bottle of hair gel spiking my hair up not bothering to comb it out. Honestly... good enough.

I make my bed straightening my two small covers over my bare mattress. I'd clean up other things but that's seemingly all I have in my room.

I head downstairs grabbing two water bottles, tripping over my moms old beer cans, I see my old middle school photo. I HATED middle school I'm relieved to be in highschool as of now. My only friend back then was Mina. Now, I'm friends with almost everyone I try to be friendly to everyone I meet even if it's just an act.

I trip over another can, causing me to get sick of it and just clean them all up. I know it's pointless but I can't stand seeing them everyday. If only my mom would clean up after herself and be a clean drunk. Whatever I reach out for my bag seeing an apple rest nearby. It's rare to find actual fruit in house so I snatch it up. Ready, for some real food. Something stops me before I could take a bite.

"You're really going to eat that? Haven't you already eaten enough?" My frown growing apparent. I place it down for my mom to eat.

I put my shoes on as I walk out the door. Putting my headphones in as I walk to school. Music is my therapy

Before I knew it. I already arrived. It's not a very long walk. You can see the school from like a mile away and the big U and A make it very distinguishable . I walk in through the big doors to be greeted by a couple of kids, Only one of my friends from my friend group was already here, Sero. I nodded a bit and headed to my seat not feeling up to talking.

It's still kind of early so not many students are here. Only Miydoria, Iida, Uraraka, and Momo, of course . My focus is taken by the window on the clouds passing by- I'm met with loud screaming. My heart beating out of my chest. I struggle to catch my breath, I try to calm down, reminding myself she isnt here, she isn't here... she isn't here.

       I knew exactly who that was, it's Bakugo Katsuki .

       I continue looking in the way of screaming wondering what the he could be upset at this early in the morning. Honestly, could be anything. The doors fly open. His temper tantrum being heard by anyone. His dark red eyes meet mine. It feels like it's a staring contest, Like he's trying to win something over me. I direct my gaze other ways and look over to his arms. Hmm his arm looks like it's wrapped or something. He notices my staring and pulls his arm inwardly and quickly walking to his seat.

That was... weird

A/N
This sucked so bad I had to rewrite 😭. I idea by multi_fandom4life here's the story Books_You_Will_Love I