Never Again

Ch.13 Sky

Kirishama POV
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
Ugggh Saturday's are boring here. I just go on my phone nothing to do I then here a knock. What? Literally no one knocks. I open at the door to be meet by my lovely mother. "Come done and greet the guest." I've been doing this for awhile my mom will have her guest over and well they never end well for both of us but that doesn't stop her. She test her hand on my shoulder with some much uncomfort only I could see that tho.

I see a tall muscular man with a creepy vibe. I reach out my hand for a greeting so I can hurry back up. He grabs my hand shaking it tightly it felt as if my hand was getting crushed. I try to smile through the pain but in response I get it "What the hell are those teeth they're the ugliest things I've ever seen." He laughs hysterically "oh man are you a shark or some shit you're sure ugly as a shark." He continues laughing. I already knew I'm ugly ok. I can feel myself starting to fall back into my depressive state. I really don't want to deal with this. He continues to make fun of me. Finally I had enough and try to leave but he grabs and pulls me back. Huh? "Where you going I'm not done." He pulls me onto his lap. Wait what? "Now just because you're basically worthless doesn't mean you can't service me." Service?!? Wait wait what.

"You brought this on yourself it's Your fault you were basically asking for it." I can feel his hand moving around me. He starts fondling me. St-stop what is he doing I want to yell scream run I want to leave but I can't I'm stuck Im frozen. I look at my mom for some type of help knowing she'll do absolute nothing. She only averts her eyes and eats some dinner they got at the convince store.

Maybe I do deserve this maybe it is my fault I'm the reason everything is like this. Obviously you've always been the reason, IT'S YOUR FAULT YOU DESERVE THIS!

Everything after that was a blur all I remember was blood idk who it was from why nothing just blood.
Sunday was me in bed aimlessly scrolling instagram. Not even getting up to eat or for the bathroom and water. Some times I'd feel an urge to just cut I had spare razors here I could- but I didn't feel like getting up. I didn't even notice when it was 3 am in the morning and I had to sleep. School was at 7 anyway.

Huh the weekend is over. I had nothing to do. I just wish I could just go back to sleep and stay asleep forever dreaming is the only good part in life but even in that it can suck. I head downstairs lazily out of energy and will power for basically anything. As I'm walking I'm dodging the beer bottles ew. I clean up the kitchen/living room since no one else will and, head out.

I put in my earphones and tone out surrounding myself in the music. I look up admiring the view I wonder what it's like to not have to deal with all this and be free like the skies seems nice hopefully. At the time I didn't know what lied ahead but I can say I wished I had joined the sky.

A/N
Done if you're wondering what happened to Kirishama in that bit with the guy. That's for you to interpret. This ch was longer then usally if you noticed. I did notice my writing was getting worse so I tried to up the skill hope this wasn't terrible for y'all to read. Thanks again next update on Saturday or Sunday peace out- banana