Never Again

Ch.17 No control

Bakugos POV
(This takes place right after they wake up)
What's this warmth? I had this crazy dream about sharing a bed with kirishima. I open my eyes to see kirishima. Fuck, that wasn't a dream. I get up quickly not wanting to deal with the embarrassment of what I just did. I flee for refuge in the bathroom I tell him to forget about what just happened so he wanted mention it.

I was searching for my backup deodorant when I see my blades. I grab them putting the deodorant down. I think about it for a second I mean I haven't done it in so long maybe just once. I move the blade towards my hand. Just one just one. I take a deep breath before I swipe it over my upper arm. I almost swipe again but I remember just once. I try steadying myself and quickly putting away the blade back where it was hidden. I rewrap my arm but on my clothes and quickly head out.

Once the door fully closed I felt like breaking down right here and now. Why do I feel like crying so much it's annoying. I look up trying to hold back the storm. As I'm walking in the hall I can hear another person's foot steps following behind me. The elevator door opens, the door closes right after kirishima walks in. I avoid eye contact and looking in his direction really. The silence felt so stiff it was suffocating. Just as it felt I was choking the floor pinged and I walked out.

I walk over to no where in general just some place where he wasn't. I hear obnoxious talking I look over to see kirishima's group. I quickly look away not wanting him to look my way. I look back to notice they're walking out. I watch him noticing his movements forgetting what was going on for a minute. Did they turn on the heat? I'm face feels really warm? Deku looks over at me. "Kacchan are you blushing?" Ugh he voice just pisses me off. "None of your business you damn nerd!" I storm off.
{Time Tobasu}
During the school day I felt off I kept thinking about what happened and ugggh why can't things just be I don't know NORMAL??? I'm so done with everything I'm tired of this. "Hey kacchan?" I look towards the voice. "Huh?" He fiddles his fingers some. "You ready to spar?" Oh we're in P.E. When did that happen? "Obviously." He came towards me doing his moves. I swing with a right hook. Trying to focus on the fight and only that but, my mind continues to drift—*Thud* huh? My head hurts I look up to see Deku on top of me. I feel stares- I look over to see majority of the class looking at us including Kirishima. I quickly push him off.
"Tsk annoying." I walk to the locker room.

A/N
Little short bc i didn't feel like writing to much. Ya love bakuPOV😃. Next update next week.As always I'll happily take criticism and thanks to the ppl who vote/follow/or comment. Peace out-banana.